Blurred Perfections. 14: Make-up Celebration.

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*YOUR P.O.V.*

"(YN).." I heard Justin say on the other line. I listened to his deep breathing. I didn't know what he was going to say, but it wasn't coming very easily. 

"I'm so sorry. My words can't even explain it. I know that what you saw wasn't what you wanted and trust me, I regret it. I understand that you're mad at me and I'll give you your space. But I saw your interview and I don't know what's going on between us either. Just please, I'm sorry." 

I sat in my car with tears running down my face. I felt like an emotional wreck but I couldn't help myself from crying. I was still sitting in the parking lot of the studio. I didn't know what to say, but all I could hear was silence. 

"Hello..?" he asked. 

"Justin, I'm going to be completely honest with you. You don't deserve a second chance. I was so hurt last night and I couldn't believe that you actually did that. You say that you didn't mean it, but how do you not mean to be all over another girl?" 

"I was making horrible decisions. (YN) please, I just-" 

He paused. I knew that he couldn't find the right words to say, because he had no excuse. 

"I just can't be without you. I know that you'd say 'well you obviously could have last night' but it will never happen again. After seeing how much pain I put you through, I can't handle it. I had no idea what I was doing last night..." 

"Just tell me that it won't happen again. Ever, with anyone." 

"It won't happen again. Promise. C-Can I see you?" he pleaded. 

"Yes, of course, I'm coming back to the hotel now." 

"See you soon, I-I love you."

"I love you too Justin..."

My voice trailed of and I hung up the phone. I felt a whole lot better that we finally made up. It seemed like forever, when in reality, it was only less than 24 hours. I pulled myself together and I tried smiling. I pulled out of the parking lot and played my music as I drove. It was my album and I loved it already. It got my minds off of things, for instance, last night.

When I arrived at the hotel I rushed upstairs. I unlocked the door and ran into the room into Justin's arms. I felt his strong arms wrap around my body and I felt safe once again. I took a deep breath and smelt the familiar scent of his cologne. I pulled back and pressed my lips against his, feeling sparks with every touch. I didn't want this moment to go by. I pulled back once more and looked up into his big brown eyes. 

"I missed you so much." I confessed.

"I missed you too." 

We sat down and talked like we always did. I called Ariana and told her everything, she was happy. I felt so much better, but there was a catch. I had to leave tomorrow. I was going back to LA to do some more recording for the last time this year. Justin knew, but probably didn't pay much attention to it. I had to bring the subject up somehow. 

"So uh about tomorrow.." I said. He looked at me as he held his hand on my thigh. 

"What about it?" 

"I'm leaving tomorrow early in the morning. I have to go back to LA remember?" 

He took a deep breath then wrapped his arms around me. I felt like crying again, but I knew that I was stronger than that. 

"Thanksgiving. We'll be together right? Then we have Christmas and New Years! We'll be back together before we know it!" I giggled and tried my best to cheer him up. He laughed also and I felt a lot better. 

"I just got you back and I don't want to let you go again. Last night was horrible and I can't handle that again." 

"I know, I know. Are we spending the holidays in Canada?" 

He nodded and I smiled as he pulled me close and kissed my forehead. The sun was already setting and I just wanted to stay like this forever. 

We laid back together and Justin moved and positioned himself so that he was laying over me. I smiled and he leaned down and pressed his lips hard against mine. I felt my body relax and Justin's hand down farther and farther. He broke the kiss and started kissing and nibbling at my weakest spot: my neck. I moaned and Justin smiled moving down even farther. I felt his hand slip into my underwear and his other held my thighs. My body tensed as he moved his hand to my clit and I jolted back to reality and pushed him away. 

"Is something wrong?" he asked. 

I had a worried look on my face. I was scared and Justin didn't know yet. 

"Justin, I- I'm still a virgin." I confessed. He smiled and brought his face closer to mine and kissed my forehead. 

"I promise, there's nothing to worry about. I won't hurt you." 

I felt more relaxed and watched as Justin slipped off my shirt so that now I was laying there on the bed, naked. I was uncomfortable about my body, and I covered up my body with the duvet. 

"It's okay. Your body's beautiful." he said. 

"I'm just really insecure." I said. 

I took a deep breath and let go of the blanket as he gently tugged it away. He kissed my neck again and moved down slowly. Then he got to my lower stomach and pulled away. 

"What happened?" he asked, lightly running his fingers over my scar. 

I had never told anybody about it, and I planned to keep it that way. 

"Nothing, it's really nothing."  I smiled. He brushed it off while continuing and beginning kissing my inner thighs. My heart started pounding as he pressed his lips against my clit. My legs automatic response was to close, but Justin held them open. I gave up as I arched my back and moaned his name. It was nothing like I'd ever felt before. I managed to moan out actual words. 

"Justin, I, I think I'm close." 

He lifted his head up to mine and smiled. He took off his shirt and his pants revealing his erection. I smiled at him as I sat up and pushed him down so that he was laying on his back. I took his erection in my hands and started stroking it up and down. 

I could tell that I was doing it right when he let out soft moans. I tightened my grip and went somewhat faster. Justin moaned and I could tell that he was pleased even more. Right before his peak, I stopped and moved my face up to his and pressed my lips to his. He smiled as I placed my body on his. He grabbed a condom and put it on. I laid on my back and watched as he slowly put his tip in. He put his hands on the headboard and I stared at his strong body. I winced in pain as he slipped it in farther. The pain was unbearable. I tried to push the thoughts out of my mind, but the pain brought them back. Justin had a worried look on his face as I gripped the sheets tightly. 

"Babe, are you okay?!" he softly whispered. I opened my eyes and tried to smile as best I could. 

"I-I'm fine, don't worry, just continue." 

He continued, as did the pain. I learned to cope with it after awhile, it went away and all I felt was pleasure. The pain was still there, but I didn't pay attention to it. He thrusted faster as I moaned and left no gap in between our bodies. I kept moaning as he kept going faster and faster. I arched my back and I was at my peak for another time that night when he finally pulled out. He pulled out slowly and I closed my legs and pushed the pain away. He smiled slightly before kissing me until we were both out of breath. He laid beside me and I turned to him smiling. 

"You're okay right?" he asked me with worry in his voice. I nodded and he smiled. 

"I told you not to worry. I'm glad, and I'm fine." 

He smiled at me and pushed his lips against mine one last time before we both drifted to sleep. We cuddled up against each other and I knew that what happened that night, meant a lot to us both. I slept well that night wrapped in Justin's arms again.... 

  

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-Ana.