Blurred Perfection. 12: Halloween Clubbing.

Hey guys! It's me, again. Aha, i'm back on the other blog, I talked to Astrid, it was just a little mix-up, no worries. Here's the next chapter of Blurred Perfection, I think that i'm going to start posting 2 a day instead of one. I'm still doing the ten comment policy, I hope that you didn't forget... I've made a new twitter because my other ones my personal one, so follow me on my new one: @AnaKowalski1 . Anyways here's the next chapter:

*YOUR P.O.V.*

We got inside and it was full of people. Everyone I saw I knew, and they were all dancing. Justin pulled me through the crowd and when we finally got to the middle, we started dancing. Luckily there was some room to actually dance. It was an upbeat song and as we danced we stopped to hug people and just say hi. 

"(YN)!" I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turned around to see Ariana walking towards me. I opened my arms and hugged her. 

"Ariana!" I yelled, "Oh I missed you so much! 

We both laughed and tried to talk over the music. She hugged Justin then pulled me away to go talk. We sat down on a couch and it was sort of quiet where we were. 

"Sooo, tell me everything! What's new?!" she asked, grabbing my hands and turning me towards her. 

"Ariana, I've kind of been keeping a secret from you for a couple of months... But nobody knows and I thought I'd tell you." 

"Well, spit it out!" 

I looked around to make sure no one was listening, even though we were announcing it tonight. 

"Justin and I are dating, but shh we're keeping it a secret until tomorrow." 

"OMG!" She started freaking out and I giggled. It was hilarious and I couldn't stop laughing. 

We sat there talking for awhile before getting up and trying to find Justin. We stopped and turned our attention to the stage when we heard the music stop. 

"Alright guys, tonight we are having a special performance!" the DJ announced. The crowd roared and I turned to Ariana. Neither of us knew what was going on. 

"Please welcome... JUSTIN BIEBER!" 

Well that's where he went. He should've told me that he was performing tonight. A familiar beat started playing and Justin walked out of the fog on stage and a few dancers followed. 

"Show you off, tonight I wanna show you off.." he sang. Justin pointed out to the crowd and I smiled. 

Ariana and I started dancing along with the others and when I looked up, my eyes met Justin's. he pointed at me and I blushed. I was laughing a bit and Ariana was freaking out. When he finished up the song, the DJ came back on stage and Justin left the stage. We listened as the DJ played music again and we danced. I was having a great time but I couldn't find Justin. 

"Ariana, I'm going to go find Justin alright?" I said, gently grabbing her arm. 

"Alright!" 

I pushed through the people saying excuse me about a thousand times before I finally saw Justin. But it wasn't what I wanted to see. Justin was dancing with another girl, but not just dancing. A lot more was going on. I saw touching, grinding, kissing... everything that I didn't want to see. Maybe she was just a fan, I thought. But he sure wasn't acting like she was a fan. 

"J-Justin..?" I stuttered. He looked up and our eyes met. I was in tears and my body was numb. He pushed the girl away and started walking towards me. 

"(YN)!" 

He tried grabbing my arm but I backed away in anger. I was so pissed at him, and I definitely wasn't about to let him touch me. 

"Don't touch me. Just leave me alone Justin." 

I turned and ran away. I pushed back through the people, trying to hide my tears. 

"(YN)! What's wrong?!" Ariana said, grabbing my arm as I ran into her. She wiped away my tears for me and I didn't look up. 

"Can we go back to your hotel?" I asked, looking directly at the door. 

"Yeah, yeah. let's go." 

She took me by the arm and we eventually got out of the building. I hid my face with my clutch as the paps snapped hundreds of pictures. We got to a car and got in. Ariana held me in her arms as i cried in her shirt. We arrived back at her hotel, which was a few blocks away from ours. We walked into the room and I took off my heels and sat on the bed. Ariana sat next to me and I turned towards her. I stopped crying but my make-up was everywhere still. 

"What happened?" she asked with concern in her voice. 

"Justin. He was with another girl."" I started to tear up as I spoke. I told her everything and we sat on the bed as she had her arms around me. 

"I'm gonna order room service and we can watch some movies okay? Get your mind off of him." 

I nodded as she dialed room service and bought some movies on the TV. She let me borrow some PJ's and we sat in bed eating ice cream and watching comedy movies. It cheered me up knowing that she was trying to help. 

I fell asleep in the middle of a movie and dreamt about him. But he was loyal and didn't cheat on me. I dreamt that we were the perfect couple, living the perfect life, in a perfect house. I couldn't get my mind off of him. I woke up multiple times during the night, but I couldn't get back to sleep one time. I sat awake thinking and crying silently. I told myself that I was overreacting, but was I really? I had never thought that Justin would do this to me. Or any other girl he'd been with. He could have anyone, but yet I thought that he wanted me. 

I decided to check my phone so I got out of bed trying not to wake Ariana up. I found my phone on the floor and checked it. I had 23 missed calls and 12 texts. I didn't even bother looking at them. I did listen to the voicemails though. 

JB: Listen, (YN), I'm so sorry, will you please forgive me? I at least want to explain myself. Please, just call me back. 

JB: So you're not calling back.. I understand. I'm still at the party and I don't see you, just call me okay? 

JB: (YN), it's me again. I'm back at the hotel and you're not here. I don't know where you are or where you could be. I'm worried, please call? 

JB: Okay, I still don't know where you are and it's 2:00am. It's been an hour and I'm really worried. Can you at least just tell me your okay? 

JB: I'm sorry, just call back. 

I hung up and dialed Justin's number. I couldn't decide whether to hit call or not. I sat there staring at my phone with a blank expression. The last time he had contacted me was 20 minutes ago, so he was probably awake, but it was already 4:00am. I was so frustrated but I had to tell him that I was okay. I texted him telling him that I was with Ariana. He replied within seconds. 

JB: I'm so glad you're okay, can we talk? I'm so sorry about the party. I need to explain things. 

I stared at the text. Explain things? How the hell are you even supposed to explain that?! I wanted so badly to forgive him, but he cheated on me! I was hurt and I couldn't help myself from giving him another chance. 

YN: I'll talk to you tomorrow Justin, get some sleep. 

I threw my phone back not he floor and tried to fall back asleep... 

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-Ana.