Blurred Perfection. 6: Confessions.

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*YOUR P.O.V.*

"Well, I guess this is my stop!" I said unbuckling my seatbelt. 

"I guess it is.." he said with a bit of sadness in his voice and eyes. He looked down, then back up at me. 

I began opening the door when I felt his hand grab mine and stop me. I turned back to see his eyes pleading for me to stay. 

"I- Um- Do you want to come to my house tonight? It'll be a change instead of this crappy hotel!" he motioned to the hotel. 

"This hotel is actually really nice!" I said, putting my hands on my hips. I laughed a bit and he smiled at me. 

"But I'd love too, I'll just go grab some clothes and stuff and I'll be right down!" I said. I got out and Justin was smiling. I could tell that he needed something, I wasn't sure what. There was something about him that pleaded for help form someone, like me. I ran upstairs and quickly packed a bag and grabbed my laptop. I came back and Justin was waiting and I got in the car. I set my stuff in back, and I wasn't really tired anymore. We drove to Justin's house and I absolutely loved it, even though I hadn't seen the inside yet.  

"Your house is amazing!" I said with awe. 

"Why thank you, wanna see the inside?" he asked. 

I nodded as we walked in and Justin carried my bags. I told him that i wanted to, but he said that he would. He set my bags in a room upstairs and came back down to help me find my way in his huge house. 

"Well, i didn't plan on you staying, so there's not much to do! Wanna watch some movies?" 

I thought about, but than I thought, movies? Nahhh. 

"Let's not, I just wanna talk, me and you. I've always wanted to just have a completely personal conversation with you." I said, turning towards him. 

"Then let's have one." he said, leading me to a huge living room. We sat on the unbelievably comfortable couch and I crisscrossed my legs and sat looking towards him. 

"What do you wanna know, I'll answer anything!" he said openly. 

I thought about it for a few minutes. I wanted to know so many things, but I couldn't think of any! All I could think about was when he tried to kiss me. I felt horrible that i rejected him, but I had to. 

"This isn't a question, but just something I have to say, about tonight, when we were sitting on your four wheeler-" 

"When I tried to kiss you," he interrupted me, "about that, I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking straight, I mean we just met and  I've had a little crush on you. I mean your such a beautiful person inside and out and I just love everything about you. I'm sorry, it was too soon." 

I stared at him awhile he just looked down at his lap. What he said meant a lot to me. I had to know one more thing though. 

"It's totally fine, I feel bad about rejecting it. It's just- yeah. But another thing, is anything wrong? When we arrived at the hotel, there was something about you that was different- I mean is anything going on?" 

He looked at me and I could tell that something was definitely wrong. I regret asking the question, I shouldn't have ever said anything. 

"I'm sorry, you don't have to answer." I said. 

"No, I want to answer. I actually really need to talk to someone about this, I've been having a really hard time lately, it's just that I've been so lonely since- well ya know- Sel. Being single isn't the greatest, and everybody says 'oh Justin you can have any girl you want, don't complain'. But I'm not just looking for any girl, I'm looking for THE girl. The girl that is the one for me, she doesn't have to wear pretty clothes to impress me. To wear make-up around me. To be someone else around me. I want a girl who's herself with me, who I can tell everything, who can be my best friend AND my girlfriend. I just want that girl." he said. 

I stared at him as he looked off somewhere else. I felt his pain, I didn't feel to amazing about being single either. And I knew that Selena meant a lot to him, it was hard for him and I felt like I understood. 

"Justin, I completely understand, I've seen how hurt you are, by the way you act. I feel it, I really want to help, and I love that you'll tell me about these things." 

He turned to me and smiled. I felt like we just got extremely close and there wasn't any more tension in the room. We sat there in silence and I watched his every move. 

"Random change of subject, but tell me some of your secrets!" 

He sat back and i could tell that he was thinking pretty hard. 

"Hmm, well, the whole world knows these things, but I can still tell you if you'd like?" he said with a slight laugh. 

"I don't care!" 

"Okay, well, I don't watch any movies unless they're rated R unless they are old movies. I hate being surrounded by crying girls, I mean shouldn't you be happy? Uh, I'm pretty good at basketball. And I'm claustrophobic. Now tell me some things about you!" 

I thought for a minute about some of my deepest secrets. 

"Well, something i don't really talk about is how much I miss my parents. Or how I'm not a girly-girl, sometimes I like to mess around, but not always. I love to just sit and watch movies all day long with no worries, but I haven't done that in months. And if I wasn't a singer, i would've loved to be a lawyer. And after a long day recording in the studio, I just like to sit down at home and watch TV, no make-up, no fancy clothes, nothing." I confessed everything. 

He laughed a bit. I smiled and we talked for hours about things about our selves. I told him everything about myself, from the time I fell up the stairs when I was little, to when I met One Direction, and Simon. I couldn't even remember when I fell asleep. We talked so much that I must've just drifted off into a sleep in the middle of our conversation...

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-Ana.