Blurred Perfection. 32: Tests, & More Tests.

Hey guys! I'll be online for awhile now, so I think i'll post a few chapters today! I'm happy, but I do have a  lot of homework to do, so understand if I can't post... But here ya go:



*YOUR P.O.V.*

"Ready guys?" Jeremy said as he started the boat and we gradually picked up speed.

We were out in the ocean and I was extremely nervous, but Justin held my hand the whole time. We flew through the wide open waters so smoothly and I felt somewhat safe. Justin and I had been really bonding the past few days, and we got even closer today. 

"Your shivering, come here." he said gesturing for me to come closer.

I got up and sat down closer next to him. 

"Its just the morning breeze, that's all." I said with a smirk. 

When we finally slowed down, and came to a stop, we finally could hear each other and stand up. We took lots of pictures and laughed and just had fun with each other. We spent the whole day out on the water, never needing to return for anything, we kept plenty of food and water below in the boat and everyone had such a good time. I sat next to Justin as we talked to his parents. They asked lots of questions that Justin wouldn't answer, but I gladly did. Until one question. 

"So have you guys..." Pattie asked, not saying exactly what we knew she would. 

"Mom!" Justin yelled.

We both blushed and I quickly looked away. I wasn't sure whether to answer or not, but I decided to keep my mouth closed. 

"Sorry, we're just wondering!" said Jeremy.

I giggled some and I think they knew that we have. We sat in silence for some time before actually talking again. 

When the sun set, and it reflected off the the water, we started heading back. It was getting late and we were all tired. I wrapped myself in a blanket and Justin held me as the wind blew through my hair.

We got off of the boat and took separate cars back to the hotel after docking the boat. When we arrived at our hotel room, we both took showers and laid in bed together. Justin sat on his laptop and I laid my head on his chest and watched what he was doing. He posted photos of us on Instagram, and tweeted his fans. I played on his phone and waited for him to get off. When he finally did, we cuddled and watched movies together. It felt good to be back with him after a lonely night in a bed by myself... 

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Days went by and soon it was already February 16th. I sat in our hotel bathroom for the last time. Justin was awake now, only because we had to get something important done before we left. I waited and waited, very impatiently and I could stand the tension. Justin stood behind me and laid his head on my shoulder. 

"Ya know, if it is positive, I'll be kind of happy" he said. 

"Really?" I said with a slight smile.

He nodded and I took it in my hand, knowing it was done. I covered it up and turned to Justin. 

"Okay, so no matter what it is, we don't freak out."

He agreed and I uncovered to see a blue line plastered on the little tab. I let out a sigh of relief and swung my arms around Justin he held me tight and I didn't let go. 

"I want to have kids, but just not right now." I said.

He didn't say anything, but I could tell that he thought the same. We got ready and packed our stuff before bringing it down to the lobby. 

As we arrived at the airport, I was heartbroken. Justin was on his way to Europe and I wouldn't see him for months. We stood in the airport, crowed with fans, and I felt tears come to my eyes. 

"Don't cry baby, I'll see you sooner than you think" he said.

But I knew that he wouldn't see me in a long time because he was going to different continents after that. 

"I won't see you for at least five months Justin."

I sobbed into his shirt. I knew that we would talk every chance we got and Skype every night, but I couldn't even see him for almost a half a year, if not that. I pulled myself together before pulling back from Justin and wiping my tears once more. 

"I'll miss you, I love you." I said. 

"I love you too, don't forget it okay?" he said as I nodded. 

We parted ways and I got on the plane back to NYC. I sat on the plane with pain in my heart and Justin on my mind. I knew that sometimes I could visit him, but only for a couple of days. I had a career now and so did he. And with my tour starting in November, I wouldn't get to spend time with him unless he came with....

This one's really short, but the next one's longer... Sorry!(:

-Ana.