*YOUR P.O.V.*
"I think it was absolutely amazing. I love your voice, and I think you've got it, maybe a little voice lessons, but otherwise, we have our next superstar."
I blushed at his words. HE LIKED ME! I was so happy, but I tried not to show it as much. I looked at Hannah and she seemed excited for me, just not as much. I felt bad, because my dreams were coming true right in front of her eyes, while she sat back and watched. I calmed myself down as I talked to him more. We set up some dates to record some songs, and do some writing. I was tingly inside, knowing that this was actually happening. It got late and Hannah and I headed home. We got in the car and nobody talked right away, just silence.
"Wow, this is so great.", she said as she turned to me and gave me a weak smile. I could tell that she wasn't too excited about this.
"Hannah... I'm sorry if you felt awkward today, I don't want you to be left out of this, you're a big part of this happening. A big part of my career."
She sat back in her seat and didn't speak. I couldn't even explain what I was feeling: sadness, or happiness? We pulled in the driveway and I stopped the car. I turned to Hannah and began to talk.
"Hannah, if I do make it anywhere in this career, I promise that I won't do it without you. I'll ask Simon about you being guitarist kay?"
She turned to me and gave me a huge hug. I felt better inside knowing that she was accepting this.
"Thank you, this means a lot. But if I can't promise that you'll keep moving up? That you'll go on without me? I want your dreams to come true too, not just mine!" I said as I tried to comfort her.
"But-" "No buts, I don't care what you say. If I can't be your guitarist, then that's okay!"
I smiled at her. I felt a little hurt inside, but I had to accept it. We got out of the car and headed inside. I changed into my pajamas and got into bed. I felt horrible, but amazing at the same time. How could I even explain that?
~~~
A couple of months later, Simon and I had already recorded some songs that I'd written. It was so amazing to here my own music professionally, not just on YouTube with a laptop and a crappy speaker. My new single was on iTunes and Simon had advertised me all over the internet. People finally recognized my name, who I was. And I got so many new followers! I freaked out when Justin Bieber and all of One Direction followed me on twitter, it was the best day of my life! I guess I could call myself semi-famous, but Simon called me a superstar. But nothing was the same. Hannah wasn't able to be my guitarist and it hurt so much inside. She said that she was fine with it, but I knew that she wasn't. I had been in Los Angeles recording a few songs for my upcoming album that was coming out. Hannah stayed back in NYC to stay in work. I had quit my job, but always had my music career. I walked out of my hotel room and headed back to the studio, for yet another song to re-record. I got to the studio and met Simon. He greeted me with a suspicious smile.
"Simon, what have you done?" I said as I gave him a funny look.
"Oh nothing, but today you won't be recording! I have something else in mind." I sighed and sat down in a chair near his and set my purse down while turning to him. I gave him a signal to talk.
"Well, I got some messages from some friends of mine, and they said that they really wanted to meet you! And today they are actually in LA! And they are on their way here now in fact!" "They? Simon tell me!"
He laughed a bit and glanced at the glass behind me. I didn't turn around because I was too focused on what he was saying.
"I think this will explain everything!" He smiled and waved his arm towards the door. I turned around at the sound of it opening and my eyes widened. Now I knew who he was talking about! Five boys were standing in front of me smiling.
"You must be (YN)!" said Harry as he held out his hand. I shook his, and went down the row of boys.
"Your music's honestly great, we're big fans!" I shook Liam's hand as he complimented me. They all nodded and agreed while I tried to calm myself from dying. They liked my music!? I was dying, just on the inside so that it wouldn't show.
"Oh my, it's so nice to meet you! I'm a huge fan also!" I tried to control myself and I gave them all hugs. But I wasn't the only one excited, they were also. Simon left the room so that it was just us and we could talk.
"So, you guys like my music?"
"Yeah! It's honestly amazing, you have a great voice.", said Zayn. I blushed, Zayn was a cutie, but I had my eyes on Harry the whole time. Harry was my 1D crush. We talked and talked and I felt a connection every time Harry and I talked or touched, I felt like I could trust him.
"Well, we should do something together, it's nice out!" I said as I stood and threw my hands in the air.
Harry spoke and I tried to pay attention and not get lost in his eyes, "That sounds great, let's go to the zoo!"
I agreed along with the rest of the boys and we took a car together and went to the zoo. We arrived and got inside to see the animals. Hanging with one direction was so much fun! We walked around for awhile and of course, Louis had to make it awkward for me.
"So (YN), every fan has a favorite of 1D, who's yours?" Louis said and I gave him a look.
"Your asking me to choose? I can't do that! you're all so talented and hot and-"
"Just choose, okay, none of our feelings are going to be hurt, and every girl thinks one of us is cuter than the rest."
I thought a bit even thought I didn't need to. It was Harry of course. I tried to change the subject, because I didn't want to say, but they made me.
"Well, it's gotta be Harry." My eyes fell upon Harry as I spoke. He blushed a bit and so did all. All of the guys rooted a bit and I gave them weird looks.
"Wait, what? I don't get it?" I said as a confused look fell upon my face for the second time.
They all laughed and we sat down at a table. I was the only one not laughing and I started getting mad until Niall told me.
I turned to Niall as he spoke, "It's funny, because before we met you, Zayn said that he-"
"NIALL!", Harry interrupted him before he could finish. I laughed a bit as Harry shoved Niall and blushed. Did he like me back too? Zayn finished Niall's sentence.
"He thinks you're beautiful and he said he wants to get to know you better!" Zayn said it pretty quick, but I understood. I turned to Harry and realized that he was blushing, I giggled a bit at him and a smirk came across his face.
"Is that true?" I turned to Harry and spoke directly to him.
"Maybe..." I laughed at him again and he smiled.
"Well I'd like to get to know you better too!" I exclaimed as he blushed again. We got up again after Niall finished eating and started to walk back after seeing all of the exhibits. Harry and I talked the whole time and I got mad when the boys took pictures of us together.
"LOUIS!" I yelled as he took a bunch of pictures. He just laughed and ran back to the car. That day was great, just us 6 hanging out without a worry. We came back and I headed back to the hotel after getting Harry's and the rest of the boys' numbers. We texted all night and he was so sweet and sincere. We put the whole crush behind us, and actually became closer...
-Ana.
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