*YOUR POV*
"This is your very own tour bus!" Scott said, taking the blindfold off of my eyes to reveal a huge bus, with a picture of me in concert on the side. I smiled widely.
"Seriously!?" I squealed as he led me inside.
"You and the boys will be staying in here as we travel around the United States." he said showing me around the bus, giving me a mini tour.
I was in awe at how nicely decorated it was. I didn't think that I'd get this much out of going on tour, but I guess I was wrong.We were in Pennsylvania now, standing in the parking lot of the arena. Justin and Austin were inside already, they didn't know about the bus yet, but I was saving that for after my concert...
I sat in my dressing room for my first concert on tour. Tonight, Austin was opening up for me and my nerves were high. I stood in the mirror, drinking a special drink for my throat, as I stared at my dress. My sequin filled dress along with high heels and jewelry. I looked like this: <http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=75040046> http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=75040046.
"You look beautiful, Baby. They'll love you." I heard a distant voice say as I turned to see Justin leaning against the frame of the doorway.
I made my way towards him and reached out and grabbed his hand. He smiled down at me and held my hand tight.
"I don't know why I'm so nervous, it's not my first concert."
"Maybe because it's your first tour. Don't worry, you'll get used to it."
We walked down the hall and he held his arm around my shoulder. We found our way to where everyone was quickly and we stood by my crew and gathered in a circle.
"I'd just like to say that I'm so thankful for being here tonight and being able to experience this with the people I love. I'd like to thank God and everyone whose helped me make it here. I love all of you and this has been the best year and a half of my life." I said.
We all put our hands in and through them up yelling on 3. I smiled as I watched Austin run up on stage and introduce himself before he began singing. I waited behind the curtains that I was walking out of and paced back and forth.
"Just breathe. It's like any other concert." I told myself.
Austin came running off stage and the crowd died down. I slowly walked forward, my dress bouncing off the back of my knees with every step. I smiled as I pushed through the curtains and stepped on stage. I waved out to the crowd and girls and boys everywhere yelled. I felt like they were the only people I needed at the moment.
"How are you guys tonight?" I asked, getting yells in return.
I giggled as I signaled for the music to begin. I waited until my part of the song came and I started singing.
The concert went very well, and after it was over I ran off of the stage and right into Justin's arms. He squeezed me tight and I took in his intoxicating smell.
"Princess that was amazing!" he said as he squeezed me tighter, picking me up off of my feet.
"I did it! No mistakes!" I screamed.
Justin followed me and congratulated me constantly as we walked to the dressing room. I quickly changed into some sweats and a tank before we left and walked to our bus.
Austin was amazed by how many fans there were, I was amazed by the bus. The fans were screaming as we left the parking lot, it was amazing how many showed up.
We sat down in the bus and immediately left for my next concert in Des Moines, Iowa. I laid down on the couch, Justin sat across from me, and Austin was in the bathroom.
"Can I ask you something?" Justin asked me.
I turned my head towards him, still laying down, and we looked at each other. I was tired and I could barely lift my head.
"Sure, you can ask me anything."
He took a deep breath and looked away before turning back to me.
"Is there a reason why you left your parents? I mean you never talk to them, I just thought that maybe something was wrong..." his voice trailed off as he twiddled his fingers in his lap.
I knew that this question was going to come up one day and I was trying my best to avoid it. But know the question hung in the air, between us causing tension in the room. I sat up in my seat and took a deep breath.
"You really want to know?"
He nodded immediately. Just then Austin came out of the bathroom and sat down. It became awkwardly silent throughout the whole bus, you could only hear the cars passing by outside.
"Did I interrupt something?" Austin asked.
Justin and I nodded and I looked away.
"Ahhh. I'll just be... over there." he said pointing to the other side of the bus.
I smiled as he walked away and shut a door behind him. I turned my attention back to Justin and he was still staring right through me. I could tell that he really wanted to know, it wasn't just a question anymore.
"Promise you won't tell anyone? Literally, you can't even mention this to anyone."
"I promise."
"Remember that scar on my stomach that you asked me about our first time?"
He nodded. I brushed me hand over my lower stomach, detecting right where it was.
FLASHBACK
I awoke in the middle of the night to hear a faint cry in a near distance. I got out of my princess bed and held my teddy bear, George, close to my chest as I peeked out of my bedroom door. I looked left and right as I creaked my door open.
"Mommy?" I said in a quiet whisper. I heard more shrieks, coming from my parents room.
I slowly walked towards there door, sliding my feet across the wooden floor. The door slowly opened as I pushed my little hand forward to peer in. I saw my mom lying on the floor and my dad standing over her.
My body reacted before my mind could and I ran back to my room and jumped into my bed. I could hear loud pounding footsteps coming down the hall. I cuddled up to George and pulled the blankets over my head. I peeked out of a small crevice and saw my dad's shadow pass the door and sneak down the hall. When the footsteps stopped at the bottom of the stairs, I jumped out of bed and snuck into my parents room. My mom was laying sprawled out on the floor and she looked like she was in pain.
"Mommy?" I said quietly as I shook her shoulder. She didn't move, but I still saw the rise and fall of her chest. I shook her and cried out her name. Then the door flew open and I jumped to my feet.
"Why the hell are you in here?" my dad asked angrily.
"I-I- What's wrong with mommy?"
He took giant steps towards my. I backed up until I couldn't anymore and I was pressed against their bed. He took my bear out of my arms and threw it across the room.
"Fluffy no!" I screamed.
My dad knelt down to my level and was just inches away from me.
"If you ever tell anyone about this, bad things will happen." he said.
His words hit me and when he stood, I grabbed my bear and ran back to my room while tears streamed down my face...
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-Ana.
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