Blurred Perfection. 44: Confessions.

Hey ladies! If you read the other story on the other blog, you know that I am feeling better today. I'm glad to hear that you guys care, it's nice to know<3 I just like to be appreciated once in awhile, ya know? But anyways, I'll go by views now, because I know that some of you can't comment for certain reasons, and that's fine. I had this weird idea...
After every story, I think that i'm going to put a little inspirational quote or fact of the day. What do you guys think? I'll do ones about Justin of course, but i'll do a few different ones too that are interesting. I appreciate you just by reading my stories and them, thanks lovelies<3



*YOUR P.O.V.*

I felt my phone vibrate multiple times and I didn't answer it once. I kept it dry and in my pocket. It took me over an hour before arriving back at the hotel. Just continuously walking with rain pounding down on my head.

I was glad to step in a warm, dry place. I got up to my room and took off my boots right away. My feet were soaked and freezing cold. Water practically flooded out of my boots and socks and my clothes.

I took a nice hot shower before putting on PJ's and checking my phone. I had 14 missed calls from Justin. He was worried, I could tell, but that was cute. I had always answered his calls no matter what, so he knew that something was wrong. I dialed his number and called him back.

"(YN), finally, where have you been? I've been worried sick. you weren't returning my calls." he said frantically.

I took a deep breath and tried to cover up my cold. I got a runny nose and it affected my voice. I wiped my nose with a tissue near by before answering him. I tried not to sniffle, which would make it worse, A LOT WORSE.

"Sorry I was just-" I paused.

I couldn't tell him that I was with Chaz and he tried to kiss me. That would not turn out well either. I guess I could never win, EVER.

"I was out late doing some work." I lied. 

"Work? This late?... You don't have to lie to me, I know that that's not the truth." he said.

Sometimes I despised how he could tell my truths from my lies. Like I never understood how he did it. Was it something in my voice? 

"I was with Chaz... He called and offered to show me around town while I was here, so I agreed. But that wasn't his only intention... Justin I stopped it before it happened and I never wanted it too it just-"

"What was it!?" Justin interrupted me.

"Please don't be mad Justin." I said.

"Baby, I could never be mad at you. Just tell me what happened..."

"Chaz... he tried to kiss me and I pulled away. He got pretty upset and I didn't know how to handle it, he thought that I was leading him on. I just didn't know what to do."

Justin didn't answer and I waited and waited. I was anxious as to what he had to say, but I was also scared.

"I'm not mad, but I need to talk to Chaz. Did you get home alright?" he said. 

It was like he read my mind. Or something, because he always seemed to know everything.

"Not exactly... But that was my problem, definitely not his. I got out of his car and walked back to the hotel in the rain, but it only took me like an hour." I said. 

"ONLY? Are you sick?" 

"I have a little cold, that's all." 

We talked for awhile longer, and Justin was a lot calmer than I thought he'd be. He was really worried about me, but I loved it, it was cute. He didn't want to get off of the phone with me, but soon enough we had to both hang up and I went to bed. It was nice to be in a warm bed after being outside in the cold for such a long time. I fell asleep soundly that night, not worrying about work or friends or anything. Just me... 

The next morning, I woke up and decided to leave for NYC instead of tomorrow, I had to get out of this country. I packed and went back to my house with no issues. I was excited to be home for once. I hadn't talked to Chaz yet, but I was sure that Justin did by now. It was the very end of June now, getting closer to the end of Justin's tour, and the beginning of mine. I was excited, and better yet, there were two opening acts for me. But they weren't announced yet, so I didn't even know who they were. It could be anybody that applied, and had time, so I couldn't even guess. 

I sat at home, in the afternoon, watching old cartoons. I grabbed my phone and decided to give Justin a call. 

"Hey Justin." I said when he picked up the phone. He groaned and I could tell that I had just woke him up. 

"Hey baby." he said in a sexy morning voice. 

"Did I wake you up?" 

"Yeah but that's okay, I wanted to talk to you anyways." he said. I immediately knew that it was about his talk with Chaz. I could just sense it. 

"Last night I called Chaz. He admitted that he tried to kiss you and he apologized for calling you a bitch. He says he's really sorry and he wants you to know that he didn't mean anything he said. He told me that it won't happen again" Justin explained to me. 

"Alright, I'm glad he didn't mean it. Because otherwise, things would be pretty awkward." I said with a smile. 

We talked about it some more for a little bit before I had to go. I hung up the phone and talked to Scott about my schedule, he said that today was my only free day. Other than that, I had to work on some new choreography and get ready for some different things coming in the future... 

FACT OF THE DAY:

Interviewer: "What do you do in your new home?"

Justin: "I run naked around the house eating cereal!"

Yes, Justin actually said that...

Did you like it? Well I hope so! Keep reading and dreaming, one day they may come true. Sorry about the short chapter, the next will be better!

-Ana.