Blurred Perfection. 40: Lonely But Never Alone.

Hey ladies! I was reading your comments and I literally sit there and smile because I love it. I love waking up in the morning and looking forward to hearing from you guys after school, it makes my day! Anyways, here's the next chapter!:



*YOUR P.O.V.*

The next morning wasn't any better. I woke up early and Justin awoke along with me. We both showered and I had to pack for my flight. I had to be at the airport in and hour, and it was 6:00am now. I finished up getting ready and found Justin fixing his hair in the bathroom. 

"Hey." I said with a sad tone obvious in my voice. 

He turned around and grabbed me by the waist pulling me closer. He pressed his warm soft lips against mine and I felt even more sadness rush throughout my body. I wanted to just break down right there, in his arms, crying. I sniffled and Justin pulled away and lifted my head up by putting his hand under my chin. 

"Please don't cry baby. It'll make things ten times harder." he said kissing me on the forehead.  

"You're right. I'll be okay. It's only until June right?" I said with one last sniffle. 

The next three months were going to be so hard, And this time, I couldn't randomly go see him, because he was going to so many different places and he was in different countries. I didn't have enough time to come see him. 

"Well, bye guys." I said to Jaden, Fredo, Ryan, and Chaz before walking out of the hotel with Justin. 

I gave them all hugs and Justin and I walked down to his car. I saw paparazzi's outside and I really didn't want to face them knowing about those little girls last night. I hooked arms with Justin as we walked outside and we got into the car. We made it safely and drove to the airport in silence. 

When we arrived at the airport, I knew that this was officially it. We held hands and stopped to take pictures with a few fans before saying our goodbyes. Justin held me close and rested his head on top of mine. I didn't want to let go as we stood there in the crowded airport. A tear escaped from my eye and Justin wiped it away. 

"I'll talk to you as soon as you land okay?" I nodded before he planted one last kiss on my lips.

I began walking away and turned around and waved before stepping on my plane home. I sat down and put my headphones in right away. I listened to Ed Sheeran music, all the way home. I couldn't sleep with things on my mind. But before I knew it, I was home and already unpacked. 

I sat around and called Scott, telling him that I was home. He asked me how it was and I told him everything and all about it. I sat home that night, taking a day for myself. I talked to Justin and he asked to Skype. I agreed and waited for the call to connect. 

"Justin!" I said with a smile uopn his face popping up on my screen. 

"Hey beautiful! How was your flight?" he asked. 

"Like any other, boring and lonely!" I said with a giggle. 

He laughed and smiled at me. We talked until we were out of things to say. I stared at the screen, watching Justin trying to cheer me up by dancing with Fredo. I just laughed at them. When Fredo left, Justin sat down and began singing. 

"If I could take away the pain, and put a smile on your face, baby I would, baby I would," he sang.

I smiled and he just kept singing. He knew that I loved his voice, and it made my day to hear it. He knew every note to hit, exactly how I loved it. 

He kept singing, "And I, know it's never gonna be that easy, but I know, that it won't hurt us try!" 

When he finished up the song, I smiled and he did to. I loved when he sang to me, because he made me feel special and wanted. 

"There's that smile that I love." he said... 

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We continued to Skype every night, and being without him wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. Work was getting harder, with even more concerts all over the U.S. I loved it thought and I wouldn't give it up for anything. My fan base grew and I announced my tour dates to the world. I was going to be able to travel all over and I was excited to see places I hadn't been to yet. But right now, I sat backstage at one of my biggest concerts yet: MSG. I was more nervous then when I performed on New Year's Eve. I looked out at the crowd, completely full. A sold out concert. I stood under the stage and waited for my cue to stand up as the floor rose. I took deep breaths and stood at cue. The crowd roared as I looked out and began my first song. I sang my heart out and I could tell that they loved it. I bent down and touched the reaching out hands of the first row. The all sang the lyrics along with me and I felt so amazing. 

"Alright guys," I said, finishing up the first song, "Now who here knows the lyrics to Kiss?" I asked the crowd. 

They all yelled and screamed and I laughed. I waited for the music to come on, but it didn't start. I turned around, after hearing gasps from the crowd, to see Justin's face on a huge screen. I smiled and covered up my face. Was he seriously doing this? 

"Well hello there!" Justin said with a smile, "how is everyone tonight?" 

The crowd went crazy and I laughed as I uncovered my face. He was actually doing this. At my very first MSG concert too! 

"Wow, you guys are so loud. I just wanted to wish you luck on your first MSG concert (YN)." he said. 

"Thanks Justin!" I said blushing and trying to hide my smile. 

We literally had a conversation and it lasted about 10 minutes before the screen was pulled up and Justin left. 

"Well that was unexpected!" I said to the crowd with a little laugh before continuing my concert. 

That night, Justin and I Skyped and I thanked him tremendously for everything he did that night. He just laughed at me and so did Fredo...

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-Ana.