Saturday, May 4, 2013

Blurred Perfection. 42: Fan Mail.

Wow. I feel like I failed on this blog... I'm just, a bit upset right now on how things are turning out, I just feel like somewhere I went wrong, but I just keep smiling. But don't worry, I'll never stop posting because I know that someone, just someone, out there, loves my writing and appreciates that I do this. Here you go:



*YOUR P.O.V.*




"Yup, most of them are usually twitter names to follow, but some are letters and random gifts." he explained. 
I started looking through the handful of papers I had. There were so many twitter names and letters. I wanted to read them all, because I was such a curious person. 
"Do you ever read them all?" I asked. 
"Not all of them, but some of them, yeah." he said. 
I started reading them and all of them had twitter names. There were some cute notes and I and fun reading just a few. 
"Wow, these are so sweet and cute! This is so cool that you get these." I said, flipping through a few more. 
"You like reading them?" he asked. 
I looked up at him and smiled. Of course, I did, they seemed so interesting and adorable. 
"Yeah, they're stories are interesting!" I said with a giggle. 
"Why don't you take some of the, you can look through them if you want?" he asked me. 
I gladly agreed, it may have sounded kind of weird, but I loved reading these. I set the ones in my hand back in the bag and laid down with Justin. I told him that I had my own CD signing the day after tomorrow, in Miami at the Dolphin Mall. I fell asleep in his arms, and he held me tight another night. I tried not getting too used to it, because I knew it wouldn't last very long... 
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The next morning, I woke up around 9:00am and made sure my things were packed. Justin got up with me and we went out for breakfast before he drove me to the airport and dropped me off. This time, it wasn't as emotional, because I knew that I could see him again sooner then 3 months. I sat in the plane and began reading some of the letters. The girls in them explained how they loved Justin so much, there were some marriage proposals, and mostly twitter names and 'I love you's' I decided to save the rest for later, until after my signing. We arrived in Miami, FL, and went right to the mall I kept my bags in a car because we were getting on a different flight back to NYC. I flew Commercial, because even though there were some fans, it was safer and cheaper. But it was first class. 
We got to the mall and I saw crowds of people as we walked to the area that I was signing pictures and CD's. I looked out to see crowds of people, I never thought that it'd be this packed. 
"How many people are here?" I said, turning around to a security guard near. 
"Around 4,000." he answered without even turning to look at me. 
As I walked out from behind the curtain, the crowd yelled and screamed my name. I smiled and waved as I sat down and spoke. 
The signing lasted about an hour or two before we had to leave. I got lots of notes and gifts, and I made sure to grab them all. But I wanted to finish reading Justin's. On the way home to NYC, I came across a lot of notes, that really touched me. Every one shared there stories with Justin, and how they grew up hoping to meet him one day. It was really sad, some of them, so I decided to stop reading them. 
I arrived back at my house and laid down right away. I got no sleep on the plane so I was more tired than I expected to be. It was the middle of the day so I didn't want to sleep now. I grabbed my phone and decided to call Justin. 
"Hey babe." he answered the phone after a few rings. 
"Hey, I arrived safely!" I said with a smile on my face. 
"Thank God, what's going on?" 
"Just sitting around, I'm bored so I thought I'd call you." 
"Well I'd love to talk!" he said. 
I pulled my phone away from my face as I heard little beeps. Scott was calling. 
"Baby, I have to go, but I'll talk to you later okay?" 
"Tomorrow. I have my concert then I'm off to San Jose." 
"Alright, love you!" 
"Love you more." he said before hanging up the phone. I answered Scott's call right after. 
"Hey!" I said. 
"How would you like to go to Canada tomorrow?" he said enthusiastically. 
"May I ask why? 
"I set you up with an interview, just a quick radio one." 
I sighed. But I was up for anything, as long as I didn't have to sit home with nothing to do. I told him that I would do it before hanging up the phone and repacking a bag. We were going somewhere in Ontario, and I decided that I'd just stay there for a few days because I had no work and I didn't want to stay in New York. 
I arrived in Ontario the next day and brought my bags to the hotel early in the morning before going straight to an interview...







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-Ana.

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