Blurred Perfection. 47: Something's On His Mind.

Hi Ladies. Sorry that I haven't posted in a few days, everything's been so hectic lately. I'm trying to get through these hard times right now, and posting on this blog and hearing from you is the only thing that gets me through. My internet has also been acting up a bit lately, so hopefully you understand. I love you all though, no matter what<3



*YOUR P.O.V.*

The next morning, I got up around 6:00am and opened the blinds to let in the bright light. Justin groaned but I just laughed at him.

"5 more minutes." he mumbled into the sheets as he turned his head away.

I laughed more and got on the bed and started jumping. He turned to face me and I looked down on him and smiled. He put his hands on the back of my knees and pulled me down. I fell on his bare chest and giggled as I kissed him. I sat on top of him and made funny faces down at him.

"We have rehearsals in an hour baby! Get used to this, it's going to be almost everyday until my tour starts!" I said with a smile.

Justin didn't look to happy, but oh well, he wanted this too! I got out of bed and ran to put on some sweats and my Love Pink hoodie. Justin followed close behind and threw on a tank top and some sweats, too. I walked out of the bathroom as I put my long hair into a ponytail to see Justin closing a drawer. His toned abs showed through the tight top. I smiled and walked over to him.

"Are you tempting me?" I whispered in his ear.

He smiled as he leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. We continuously kissed until he pulled back. He smiled down on my and leaned towards my ear.

"Maybe I am." he whispered back.

He swept me off of my feet, picking me up bridal style, and carried me down stairs. I was getting used to having him around all the time, and it was nice. A lot better than skyping him and wanting to be back in his arms at night.

We sat in the car on the way into the studio and I turned on the radio. The song Daylight by Maroon 5 came on and I started singing along. I realized that the lyrics perfectly fit our situation. I turned to Justin and smiled at him. He smiled back and laughed a bit before turning back towards the road.

"What?" he asked.

"Justin, this song describes us." I said as I turned to him and rested my hand on his.

"What?" he asked again, confused.

"How it says this is our last night, but it's late and I'm trying not to sleep cause I know when I wake I will have to slip away."

"Wow." is all he said.

I smiled and kept singing along. Justin joined in on some of the lyrics he knew, and I just laughed at his attempts to get it right.

We arrived at the studio that we had to practice in and walked in with Austin, who had just arrived as we did. He smiled at me and I did the same back. We talked as we walked in, but I realized that Justin was dead silent. I glanced at him every now and then, and made sure that things were okay. I reached over and grabbed his hand and squeezed it. He looked up at me and smiled; I smiled back and we pushed through the doors.

I had to practice choreography with each boy and learn new moves. The dancers instructed Austin and I to do certain moves, that I could tell that Justin didn't particularly like. The smile that he ha outside disappeared into a frown. I could see his jaw tighten as I danced with Austin, he wasn't too happy. I walked over to grab my water and Austin followed along, which didn’t' help with the whole jealousy situation.

"Hey! You're an amazing dancer!" Austin said as he lightly brushed my arm with his hand.

We stood talking and drinking water together and I glanced to see Justin a bit uncomfortable across the room.

"Thanks, you were great too! I actually wanted to talk to you, do you have plans for this weekend?"

"No, why?"

"On Saturday I'm having my birthday party. Would you like to come?"

"That sounds like a plan." he said with a smile as he slipped his hands into his pockets.

I looked down and back up with a smile before we walked away. Wait, did I just invite him to my party?... I forgot about Justin, but it shouldn't be a problem because we're just friends and I hope Justin knows that. I still had hours of rehearsals today and I hadn't even learned me and Justin's choreography.

I walked over to Justin and sat down on the table next to him. He looked up at me and gave me a weak smile before looking back down at his hands. I grabbed his hand and held it tight. I wanted him to know that I was his and everything between me and Austin is just part of my career. I knew that he was worried about it.

"Should we go practice?" I asked him.

He looked up at me and helped me off the table: I took that as a yes. The dances between Justin and I were even more intimate and it felt better to be with him and have him touching my body. We worked well together, a lot better then our managers thought. They still disapproved of the relationship, and tried to get him off of being an opening act, but we worked our way around it.

I had changed into a sports bra and I could tell that Justin couldn't keep his eyes off of me. When we finished up the dance, I walked over to him.

"Something on your mind Bieber?" I whispered in his ear as I stood on my toes.

He bit his lip and picked me up off of the ground, I wrapped my legs around his waist. I ran my hands through his hair as he pressed his lips against mine. I wasn't sure if it was from the practice, but my body temperature increased by a lot. My bare stomach pressed against Justin's and I completely forgot about the people around us. Someone cleared there throat and we both turned our heads to see Austin. I completely forgot about him.

"I think I'll get going, but I'll see you tomorrow. Oh and at your party." he said before turning around and walking out.

Everyone from my crew had left and now it was just Justin and I with a few workers.

Justin set me down and walked away. I followed close behind him and grabbed his arm.

"What was that?" I asked angrily.

"Nothing, let's go okay?" he said grabbing his shirt and my clothing.

I followed him out to the car and it was a quiet ride home. Great, maybe everything wasn't going to be as peachy as I thought..

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-Ana.