*YOUR POV*
Just at that moment, I lurched back to reality and I opened my eyes to see doctors surrounding me.
"She's alive." one of them said.
They all arouse in a laughter and cheer as their masks were taken off of their faces.
"We did good guys, we did good."
"We couldn't have done it without you Smith!" They chattered.
I stared around the room, listening to the faint beeping of the monitor near-by. I was still completely out of it. Everything seemed so, fake and vivid. The doctors exited the room, one by one, all except for one familiar face. It was my doctor. He neared my bed and smiled down at me.
"I'm so glad your alive, it's a miracle.." he said quietly as he took of his gloves.
I sent him a weak smile. There was a few moments of silence before anyone spoke again.
"What happened?" I asked, feeling short of breath.
"In simplest English, you died for 30 seconds before we were able to revive you."
My breath hitched in my throat. I felt grateful to be alive for the first time in life. I couldn't explain my thoughts running through my head. He backed away and stood across the room, staring at my reaction as we sat in silence and his words hung in the cold air.
*JUSTIN'S P.O.V.*
We watched out my front door as the ambulance rushed down the road. I held Jazzy in my arms as her quiet sobs and tears were soaking my shirt.
"Shh, it's okay. Everything's going to be alright." I said as I tried calming her down.
It was hard to calm someone down when you couldn't even be calm yourself. I handed her off to my dad before grabbing my keys and getting in my car. I really needed to follow that ambulance. They offered to take me, but i refused. I needed to go on my own, to see her. I rolled down the window when I saw my mom coming over. She walked with her hands held up to her chest, she looked so shook up.
"I'm going to the hospital, I'll see you later." I spoke.
"Be careful."
She blew a kiss as tears fell down her face and I pulled out of my driveway. I gripped the wheel tightly as tears slowly fell from my eyes and I pressed down on the pedal. I stopped at a light and it seemed like forever before it would change. I turned on the radio and my heart stopped as I listened.
"And when the daylight comes I'll have to go, but tonight I'm gonna hold you so close..."
My mind flashed back to when we sat together in the car and she said that this was our song. My body went numb and I gripped the wheel tighter. It was already hard enough, and now I realized that it was even harder...
*YOUR P.O.V.*
"I'll leave you two alone." he said as he turned and left the room.
I turned to see Justin in the doorway, he had changed out of his blood spotted clothes and his hand was wrapped up. He made his way over to my bedside and pulled up a chair. I watched his every move and he looked so happy yet sad to see me.
"Looks like we're right back to where we were just a few days ago." I said with a slight giggle.
He didn't smile or laugh along, just stared at the IV in my arm. He wasn't happy, I could tell. He was upset, upset that we has to be here again.
"This is my fault. I'm so sorry." he said.
I took his big hand in my small fragile one, and just barely squeezed it. He wouldn't look at me, he just covered his face and buried it away.
"It's fine, no worries."
"What happened?" he asked.
I managed to turn my head towards him, though I winced in pain from my neck. He looked serious as he looked my way with a straight face. He stared into my eyes, I stared into his. I felt like he was blaming himself, but it wasn't meant to be this way. Justin wasn't to blame for anything that had happened in the past couple days.
"They didn't tell you?" my voice trailed off into a quiet whisper.
Justin shook his head and I took a deep, painful breath. I thought that maybe this information would have been passed down to him, but I uses not...
Leave some comments! What do you think (YN) said to Justin??
-Ana.
Er mer gerd. This is so good
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