Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Blurred Perfection. 63: Disbelief.

Hi guys! No comments on the last one... Sad... Maybe this one will be different!


*YOUR POV*


His raspy voice echoed the room, yet I couldn't make out the words. I tried crawling away, but I just couldn't.
"This isn't real." I kept telling myself.
It was like last time, when he disappeared when someone came. I screamed as he came closer, just inches away. Then I saw a light upstairs flicker on and I took my eyes off of him, turning my attention to Justin running down the stairs.
When I looked back, I saw his figure disappear past the pool and across the lawn. Justin picked me up and set me down on the couch.
"What the hell are you doing!?" he asked.
I stared at the still open doors. Okay, I wasn't dreaming this time, my dad was really trying to kill me.
"Justin, he was here. He picked the lock and came through the door, I saw him, he's trying to kill me."
"How'd you get downstairs?!"
"I walked, my feet are fine."
He sighed as he held me in his arms. He stood and stared down at me for a few seconds befor I watched as he shut and locked the doors and came back to me. I began to cry and he held me close to his chest. His shirt soaked up my tears and we rocked back and forth together.
"Baby, everything's okay. Your okay."
I felt something, like this wasn't right either. Justin wasn't acting like this was real, even though I knew it was. I pushed him away and he gave me a worried look.
"You don't believe me." I said.
I stood up and started walking away, but he grabbed my arm. And pulled me back to him.
"Your just sleep deprived, come on let's go to bed. I'll clean this up tomorrow." he said as he stood.
I yanked my arm away from him and backed away. He was acting like everything really was okay when we both knew that it wasn't.
"You really don't believe me!" I started raising my voice, "You think I would want to break things? I saw him! He was trying to kill me!" I cried out.
"Please come back to bed. We can talk in the morning, I promise."
He held out his hand but I swatted it away as I stomped upstairs. I got into bed and covered up with the duvet before drifting to sleep. I wasn't even worried that Justin wasn't next to me, I didn't care anymore if he didn't...
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The next morning, I woke up to Justin's voice, speaking into a phone just outside of the bedroom door. I sat up and listened right away to what I could. I was still really tired, but by the way his voice sounded, this was serious.
"Yeah, it happened again last night. I don't know what to do, she easily snuck out of my arms and downstairs and she keeps claiming to be seeing him." he said in a low voice.
"You think so?... ... Alright, I'll update you tomorrow... ...Bye." he hung up the phone and I laid back down before he opened the door.
My eyes 'fluttered' open and he smiled at me.
"Good morning beautiful." he said as he sat down next to me. I weakly smiled.
"Who were you on the phone with?" I asked quietly.
"Oh, just the doctor. He was checking up on you."
I nodded as I peeled back the covers and got out of bed. Justin grabbed my arm.
"Are you sure your feet are okay? The doctor said that you may just be denying the pain."
"Justin, I'm fine, really."
I smiled and went to the bathroom to wash up. It's like Justin didn't trust me anymore, and now he was lying to me too. When I came out of the bathroom, I went downstairs to find everyone in the living room, watching the TV. No one knew that I was there, but I listened as they watched the news.
"Yesterday morning, Justin Bieber and (YN) (YLN) were seen exiting the hospital. But (YN) was in a wheel chair, unable to even get in the car on her own. The two haven't spoke about the incident, but we're working on finding out what exactly happened." the man said, "the shots that were reportedly fired were by the police department at a person. More information coming soon."
He was standing in front of the hospital that I was at, just steps away form the doors.
I was greeted with smiles and 'good morning's' as I sat down next to Justin. I wasn't up for eating breakfast, so I just pushed the offer to the side when it was made. Pattie and Jeremy left the room with the kids when breakfast was done and Justin and I were alone. I moved a bit away from Justin as I talked.
"We need to talk about some things." I said.
He took a deep breath and I knew that that was my signal to just reply. Obviously he was expecting something dumb to come out of my mouth.
"First of all, why'd you lie to me about this morning?" I asked anxiously.
"I didn't want to upset you, the doctor says that your seeing things and that you need help."
"Help? HELP? I'm not fucking seeing things! They're real!" I yelled as I stood and moved farther away.
"(YN), please. Let me help you. Let them help you."
"No Justin! Just leave me alone. I knew you didn't believe me. But just remember tha when I do get killed, don't bother coming around."
I stormed off into another guest room, slamming the door and slumping down onto the carpeted floor. Good thing that this house was huge, I could always disappear into a different room each time. I buried my face in my hands and tears flooded my eyes, spilling onto my cold, goose bump filled skin. I heard footsteps on the other side of the door and I leaned my head back.
"(YN), let me in. I'm sorry." Justin said as he knocked on the door.
I crawled over to the bed and laid down, not bothering to reply.




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2 comments:

  1. Please post today!! Love it

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  2. I Love it ! Please more more mooooore ! <333

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