The Second Time Around: 1.

Hey guys. I'll be posting this story on here every other day. And on the days I don't post, I'll post twisted on the other blog!

Tuesday, October 21st, 2014

5:00pm

"If he really loves you, he'll understand and be supportive. I'm sure that he'll stay by your side no matter how big this is. I mean you guys are getting married. Mind me asking, but what is it anyways?"

"It's- nothing. I just need some advice."

"Well (YN), you can always come to me when you need advice, especially on Justin. I am his mom."

"Thanks Pattie."

I gave her a tight squeeze before letting go and standing up to leave. I walked out of the coffee shop and headed back to our house. Justin wouldn't be mad, he would be happy! How dumb of me to think that he would ever be mad about something like this. I just wondered how everyone else would react. I hadn't told a soul since I found out myself. But how long until I tell Justin?

I thought about the day I had asked Pattie. That was about a few weeks ago to the day. I was afraid to confront Justin about it still. But Pattie was right, he'll be supportive and understand... Right? Today was the day. Today was the day to tell him exactly what was going on with me. He'd been bugging me for the past month because I was acting funny, and now he'd know why. I made sure that I got to tell him on a day that he was happy and hyper, because then the turn out would be better.

I sat on the couch anxiously waiting for him to get back from the studio where he was learning new choreography for his tour. I stood up and sat down constantly at every noise that was made in the house. I tried shaking my nervousness off, but it was just so hard to do! Finally I heard the door open and heard Justin singing one of his new songs. I smiled and stood up and headed towards the door. When his eyes landed on me, he smiled widely.

Without any words, I ran into his arms and he spun me around. I was glad that he was home, finally. I erupted in laughter as he set me down.

"Someone's excited today..." he said with a giggle.

"That's because I just love you so much!" I said.

We headed towards the kitchen together and I held onto his arm. I let go and sat on the counter next to him as he dug through the fridge and the cupboards.

"Is there something you're not telling me?" he asked.

"Actually, yes."

I hopped off of the counter and smiled. He turned to me and I grabbed his hands. Instead of taking a serious approach, I decided to tell him using a fun and bubbly side of myself. I squeezed his hands and took a deep breath before speaking up.

"I'm... pregnant."

The smile from his face disappeared and I felt my heart drop. The only thing I could think was, wow, now he hated me. My stomach dropped and I let go of Justin's hands.

"Are you serious?"

Just then, a smile came across his face and he backed up a little like he was stunned. I nodded my head and he immediately wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. I felt relieved as we stood there together. He pulled away and I smiled up at him as he laughed a bit.

"So our baby is like in there!" he said as he brushed his hands across my stomach.

"He or she sure is!" I said with a giggle.

He was all smiles as he paced back and forth and was just so hyper. I couldn't help but laugh at him as he happily danced around.

"I really thought that you'd be mad, because we are only 20 and I just feel like it's too soon and-"

"No, never! I know that we are only 20 but just think about it. I'll be 21 when he or she is born and you'll almost be 21. And I can just see it, it'll be amazing. And we are already engaged at 20, this is the only step left."

Justin held his hands on my hips and lifted me up to sit on the counter. He was considering all of the good things, but what about reality?

"I know, I know. But what about the media and the world?"

"They'll have to accept it whether they like it or not."

"And what about your tour? It starts in less than a month and doesn't end until February of 2016!"

"Babies can travel. And for the first 4 or 5 months you can stay home with my mom and I'll visit as often as I can. After that, she or he can come with us. And as for you before it's born, you can fly in a plane up until your 8 months! This is going to be so fun! How far along are you anyways?"

"2 Months. I'm sorry that I've been lying about you about where I've been going, because obviously I've been going to the doctor's office for check-ups. I actually have one tomorrow if you wanna come, I mean I know you have your class-"

"Of course! I'll just tell them that it's important. When do we figure out the sex?" Justin asked.

"4 and a half to 5 months along." I squealed.

I was just happy talking about it with him. Finally I could tell someone and speak openly about it. And at least he wouldn't judge me like the rest of the world.

Wednesday, October 22nd, 2014

9:00am

"Well you're healthy, and your baby is... healthy! By the way, congratulations to the both of you, I'm very happy." our doctor said

She smiled widely at us and I smiled back along with Justin. He squeezed my hand and I wiggled around a bit. We talked for awhile longer before Justin and I left the doctor together. We covered up our faces, making sure people didn't recognize us as we ran to our car. I was all jittery and excited to tell people. Now, we were off to the airport with our bags. To Canada, where we were meeting up with his family. And you're thinking, 'oh cute, they're going to tell the family.'. But you're wrong. We decided not to tell anyone until we found out what we were having.