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The Second Time Around: 10: The End.

Hi guys! Sorry for not posting in awhile, but I'm very busy tomorrow and Sunday. Hopefully you don't mind!(:

Oh, and this is the last chapter for now...(;

Chapter 10:

May 15th, 2017

12:00pm

 

Six hours left. Only six hours until I had to leave my family. I guess that this was it, this was the end. I had wasted half the day sleeping, because last night I thought that it’d be a good idea to get drunk. Well it wasn’t, but it was worth it. Justin didn’t do the same, but he just got up with me and the twins too. I slowly paced the floors, wanting this day to just last forever, for the time to just stop.

“Justin, this is it.” I sobbed as I rubbed my temples.

He walked across the living room and put his arms around me. I couldn’t believe that this was actually happening, and it was all ending. It came so fast, like the twins birthday was yesterday. I wanted to go back, to go back to when times were happy.

I pushed myself away from Justin and stood alone for a minute. He stared at me like I was crazy, but I needed some time.

“I need to be alone for a little bit.” I said quietly.

Without another tear, I headed upstairs and shut our bedroom door behind me. I sat down next to our bed and leaned back on it with my knees pulled up to my chest. Using my shaky hands, I grabbed the picture frame from the bedside table. It was of me and Justin; one of the first pictures we took together. It was even before we were dating, before everything. We looked so happy, like we had the world in our hands. But now, the weight of the world was on our shoulders.

I buried my face in my hands and cried again. It was so hard, and even though I’ve said it a billion times, this is it.

“Mommy?” I heard the door creak open.

I looked up to see the twins peeking their heads in the door. I wiped away my tears quickly and let them come in. The held their hands behind their backs innocently like they were hiding something. It was cute, just everything about them was.

“Hi babies.” I said weakly.

“Here mommy.”

They both held out their hands and I looked to see what they had. They had bracelets, with their names on them. I smiled and another tear fell from my eye. I looked back up at them and hugged them both.

“Daddy helped.” Lyric said with a smile.

“Why are you crying?” Melody immediately followed.

“Because mommy’s sad, Mel.”

Justin walked in and saw us all sitting on the floor. He joined us and put his arm around me. I took in a deep breath of his familiar scent and smiled once more.

“Mommy has to go somewhere. She’s going on a beautiful vacation to paradise.” Justin reassured them both.

“Then why are you crying?” Lyric asked.

“I’m just so sad to leave all of you guys. I’ll miss you so so so much, that I have to cry!”

I weakly laughed and Justin cracked a small smile. We continued to talk to them for hours, answering most of their nonsense questions. They were pretty funny with their dumb questions. Eventually, the clock struck 5:30 and we all stood up. I put the bracelets around my left wrist and proudly wore them. We all headed downstairs and stood by the door. There was already a car here to pick me up, but I wasn’t ready to leave.

“Okay, Lyric, Mel, promise mommy that you’ll be good for Daddy?” I said as I knelt down.”

“Promise!” They both yelled.

“Okay, good. I love you guys so much.”

I hugged them both tight and they giggled and smiled as they hugged me back.

“We know mommy! We love you too!”

I stood up and looked at Justin. We both had tears in our eyes as I wrapped my arms around Justin’s neck and held him tight.

“Baby, please let me go instead.” He begged.

“Justin stop. I won’t let you do that…”

“But this is all my fault. You wouldn’t be doing this if it weren’t for me.”

“Just promise me that you’ll take care of them?” I changed the subject abruptly.

“I-I promise.”

I took a deep breath before pressing my lips against his. We still had that same spark from our very first kiss, it was amazing.

I let go of Justin and weakly turned around and headed outside. I didn’t turn around as I got in the car, I didn’t even look back when we drove off. It was too hard to deal with; I couldn’t let more memories flow back again.

 

(Justin’s POV)

 

“Why are you crying?” Mel asked as she pulled on my pants.

“Because I miss mommy already.”

I took the twins in the other room and set them down to play. I had to somehow cope with everything that was going down. She was gone… forever. How was I going to survive without her? I had no idea, but I had to do it for the twins. I couldn’t do anything stupid because it was only me left for them, little did they know that.

I heard the front door open and I jumped up quickly. Maybe they let (YN) go and she came back and could run into my arms. But I was wrong as I saw Twist walk into my living room. I sat back down disappointed and buried my face in my hands.

“Woah, what’s wrong? Is it (YN)?” he asked right away.

I looked up at him and he was standing just a few feet away from me. None of my friends had ever seen me cry, but I honestly didn’t care anymore. She was gone…

“They took her, she’s gone.” I said weakly.

“Where?”

I looked at him like he was crazy. Where? Where? I was sitting there in pain and he wanted to know where my fiancée was going to fucking die? I calmed myself down before answering; otherwise something would’ve come out of my mouth that I would’ve regretted.

“Over in his building, you know. They’re keeping her overnight before, well, you know what happens, tomorrow morning.”

“What?! Dude, you have to get her out of there!” he yelled.

“Trust me; if I could, don’t you think I’d be over there doing that?” I yelled back.

“No, Justin, that buildings getting blown up. I came over here to tell you that because I thought that this would be over if he was dead. There’s this other gang that’s getting revenge and-”

I stood up and looked at him like he was crazy. The building was getting blown up? That would mean (YN) would… I had to get her out of there before anything happened. But they had that building so secretly secured, it’d be technically impossible. Technically. That doesn’t mean that it is impossible for sure. It couldn’t hurt to try, but it could kill.

I ran outside and found our gardener. I didn’t want one in the first place, but right now I was grateful that he was here.

“Hey, can you do me a favor and watch the kids for a while? I’ll pay you extra.”

“Of course.” She said.

She was a sweet old lady and I loved having her around. She was like a second grandma to us. Anyways, she came inside and I ran back to Twist who was pacing the floors like I had been earlier. I grabbed him and shook him back to reality.

“Will you help me?” I asked him.

“Y-Yeah, lemme just call Za and tell him to meet us there.”

He quickly called Za before we headed to the building. We didn’t have a plan yet, but we sure would need to find out soon. I thought about it on the way there, and realized that Twist was a former member of this little gang. That’s why they showed up at my house 4 years ago and I got myself into this.

“Twist, aren’t you apart of this gang? Can’t you do something?” I begged.

“I can’t do anything man. I’m not aloud anywhere near where their keeping (YN). That’s on the top floor, and the only two things up there are the boss and the people who owe him.”

“Find a way to get up there.”

“I can’t-“

“Do this for (YN), please.”

I looked him in the eye and he took a deep breath before agreeing. I was glad, but I knew that if something happened to him, I’d owe him a lot. God, I always owed people something. Oh well, as long as (YN) was safe.

We arrived at the building and we had a full plan. Hopefully it would work, and if it didn’t, we were all going to die. The building was going down at 6:45, so we only had an hour otherwise we’d all be dead.

“Ready?” Twist asked.

I nodded and got out of the car. I headed inside first, leaving him behind. I showed the guards my ID and told them that I wanted to talk to (YN) one last time. They allowed me to and I headed up to the main guys office before going to see her. When I entered the room, past a steal door, she was standing and leaning against the wall, not even crying.

“(YN)?” I said quietly.

“Justin?”

She ran over to me and put her arms around me before moving her hands up through my hair and pressing her lips against mine. I wasn’t expecting it, but I willingly accepted it.

“What are you doing here?” She asked frantically.

“I’m here to say goodbye.” I winked.

I was hoping that she would catch on to my whole plan, but she didn’t. Sometimes, I didn’t understand how she didn’t understand the simplest things.

“Do you have something in your eye?” she asked as she sniffled.

“Yes… I have something in my eye.” I said exaggerating something and eye.

She made an ‘o’ with her mouth and mover her hand up to ‘help’ me. Now she got it, at least I thought so. Hopefully the cameras didn’t catch our little scheme, because he’s always watching.

I took (YN)’s hand and led her to the seats by the door. We sat down and I held her hand tight, waiting for Twist to walk in. That’s if our plan went as said.

After a few minutes, I heard the camera make a beeping sound and I knew that he’d be here any second. It was already 6:30 when I checked the time and I started getting worried. We might die, I thought. If Twist didn’t get his ass- just then the door opened and I saw his face. I’d never felt so relieved in my life to see him.

He motioned for us to come and I held out my hand to (YN). She took it and we headed down the hall. The cameras were disabled, but we still had ten floors of the building to get by.

“What the fuck, Twist? We only have 10 fucking minutes.” I whisper/yelled.

“Calm down, I got thi-“

“Hey! What are you-“

A guard stared at us from the other side of the hall. I looked at Twist and he looked at me. Obviously he had no idea what to do… Great, we were all going to die either way.

“Listen to me,” Twist said as he walked towards the guard, “I’m a part of this gang and this building is being bombed as we speak. We need to get out of here before-“

Before Twist could finish his sentence, (YN) let go of my hand and ran and kneed the guard in the crotch and he fell to the ground. Well I guess it was that simple, and it made me laugh a bit.

“We have 6 minutes, can we just get out of here?” she pleaded.

We all ran down the hall and to the stairs. The elevator would take too long either way. But when you hurt one guard, of course more come. We were practically down the stairs when the clock struck 6:44. I yanked on (YN)’s arm as we ran across the large lobby with Twist. It felt like one of those high speed action movies, but this time we were living it. My breath hitched in my throat as we ran out of the glass doors. We all jumped forward, you know, like in the movies. But we landed on the ground hard, and it didn’t feel good.

I groaned and looked back at the building. It was still intact. I looked over to Twist as we all stood up and pushed him.

“What the fuck? I thought you said 6:45!” I yelled.

“That’s what I heard.”

Before I could say more, a loud noise surrounded us and we all crouched down in fear. We were all pushed down to the ground by the force of the explosion. I looked up to see the whole building in smoke and flames. I shook a bit, knowing that we barely made it out. Just another minute and that would’ve been us.

Not In It For The Fame-Ch.1

I never thought that today would be the day that changed my life forever... As my best friend Lilly and I drove up to the arena where He was going to be in in just a few hours my heart raced though it also made my stomach turn because we didn't have tickets to get  in and see him and have even the slightest chance to be the ollg. We drove past the huge building to the back were all we have to do is sit and wait for Justin and his crew to show up before the show, so that we can at least see him and possibly get a picture...if we're lucky. 

"So y/n what are you gonna do if we actually get to talk to him and take a picture with him!!"

"Idk maybe pass out!"

 "Why would you pass out?!then you would miss talking to him!"

 "It probably wont even come up,so its not an issue, I wouldn't get your hopes up because the odds of us actually getting to talk to him aren't exactly in our favor." 

"Don't be a bitch, all you have to do is Believe.."

4 and 1/2 hours of random conversations went by until finally a tweet, "@justinbieber almost concert time! b there soon (your home town)!" Lilly and I jumped out of the car so that we could ask Justin for a picture when he got out of the bus.

Just as I looked up from my phone I saw 4 huge tour busses coming our way.  One after the other they parked and lines of dancers and crew members poured out of the first 3 busses, then the last bus's door opened and there Justin Bieber was just feet in front of me, I couldn't move,speak or even think,the last thing that i remembered is his eyes connecting with mine then everything went blank.

I woke up in a simple room with only a couch,tv, and a mirror with nothing else besides a door. I got up and looked in the mirror , I looked fine besides for a red mark on my forehead and a what I could feel to be a big bump on the back of my head ,I wanted to open the door to walk out and see where I was,but I had a headache and felt a little dizzy so i didn't feel like exploring. As I sat down I could hear someone on the phone it sounded like Lilly. 

"Don't worry Y/n is fine, they brought her in and layed her down until she wakes up... after she wakes up I'll ask her if she wants to stay or not... ok i will have her call you when she wakes up..bye."

 The conversation that I just heard is only confusing me more... Who brought me in to lay down? Stay where after I wake up? Where am I anyway!? Just then Lilly popped her head in the room. 

"Your awake!"

She ran in and gave me a hug. 

"What happened? And who were you talking to? Where are we?"

"I was talking to your mom she just wanted to make sure that your ok because you fainted and hit your head on the ground..."

"What?"

"Yeah well remember when you said that you would faint if Justin Bieber talked to you...well you fainted when he looked at you and smiled. See when Justin got out of the bus he saw us then you passed out and hit your head really hard on the ground,so when Justin saw he actually ran over and tried to help you ,but you were uncaunstious . So he had some guys come and bring you into the arena and put you in this room because they wanted to make sure that you don't have a concusion."

"...So I passed out... then Justin Bieber brought me into his concert to make sure that I'm ok?"

"Yeah, and when I told him that we didn't have tickets he actually gave us some."

"I don't believe you... Why would he do that?"

"I don't know, maybe he's crazy, but I do need to go tell them that you're awake. I'll be right back."

She left leaving me alone in the room for just a few minutes until some paramedics came in and bombarded me with questions and examined my head until they determined that I was fine and that I didn't have a concusion. They said that it was just the impact that knocked me out, but it didn't cause any damage so I'm fine. They told me to be careful not to shake my head too much  the next day or two before leaving the small room. 

"So how long have I been asleep for?"

"Like an hour and a half."

"Oh so then I haven't missed the concert!?"

"No he won't be going on for a while all of the fans are just getting here, Justin wants to see you so do you want to go see him?"

"Really? Ok!"

We walked down a hallway to a door that led us outside to a balcony over looking the city and I could see his siloete standing,looking over the view. (dressed like this) 

"Hey she's awake!"

Lilly said pushing me towards him as he turned around. He ran up to me and gave me a hug then stepped back and looked over me with a smile.

"I'm sooo glad that you're ok, I was really worried about you cause you fell pretty hard."

I didn't know what to say...

"Yeah...I'm ok...not to sound rude,but what-...I mean why do you care?"

"Why wouldn't I?"

"I don't know, it's just hard to believe that this is really happening and that you really ran over to me when I fainted. And that I'm actually meeting you and talking to you."

"I understand,but don't worry you will get used to it and ill be just another regular friend of yours. But of course not totally regular.."

"You're my friend?"

"Yeah,well you're cute and seem nice. You seem like a cool person to be around so why not?"

He smiled with a cute little half smirk then grabbed my hand and waved Lilly to follow us to the edge of the balcony. We could see all of the thousands of girls arriving at the arena covered in Bieber gear, it was amazing.

"This is so cool."

Lilly shook her head in agreement.

"Yeah, it's great because I know that I have to many great belieber's that support me even if I make a mistake,I try to be the best I can be but you know growing up you make a couple mistakes. So it's so great that I have fans who I can lean on for support... 'Well I have to go rehearse a little bit,so feel free to do whatever,just make sure you have your passes on."

I looked at my pass hanging around my neck,it was all black with the word 'CREW' written in white.

"Will do,thank you so much Justin."

It's so crazy how Lilly can just talk to him! That's something that I'm going to have to work on. I turned to Lilly.

"So what do you want to go check out?"

"The stage!"

"The stage that he is going to perform on?"

"Yeah!"

"No!  There is fans in there already! Do you want to get kicked out!?"

"Relax,we'll just walk across it really quick nobody will even notice us. Come on!!"

Lilly and I walked down to the backstage area where tons of crew members were setting things up,dancers were stretching, and security guards were watching fans closely and deniing some who were actually trying to flirt their way backstage.We walked up the stairs and straight onto the huge stage,it was incredible! Thousands of seats were pointed in my direction surrounding me completely,it made me feel like I was on top of the world. We only stood onstage for a minute then had to walk off because we didn't want anybody to notice us. We walked off stage and bumped right into someone.

"Oops I'm sorry."

I took a step back and looked up to see that I just walked into Selena Gomez...

The Second Time Around: 9.

Hey guys. There's only one chapter after this so ill post this one today and the other tomorrow morning or later tonight! Just leave some comments to let me know what you think!

Chapter 9:

May 8th, 2017

4:00pm

 

(Justin’s POV)

 

I paced the floors in my hotel and waited. I was waiting for the call from (YN), telling me that she had landed safely in Canada. I knew that it was coming, it could be any time now. Maybe I should just call myself; I mean I could just use the hotel’s phone. Yeah, okay, I’d do that. I strode over to the phone, but then I thought about it. This place is so rigged, I better not. I’ll just go back to this guy and turn myself in, instead of my family. As long as they were safe, I’d be fine.

As I drove along the highway, I tried to hold myself together. I wasn’t going to let him hurt my family; I’d rather have him hurt me. It was all because of this dumb decision I made. Why did I have to get myself in so much trouble?

“Justin, are you sure that you want to do this? It’s a big decision man.” Twist informed me.

“Bro, its fine. It’s not like anything will happen.”

I wrote my name in fine print on the bottom of the sheet of paper. What harm could it do? It’s not like this guy was asking for anything from me. He just wanted me to sign up for something, right? I couldn’t even remember, but it’s not like it matters.

When I sobered up, I had the hugest headache ever. I couldn’t even think straight because my head was pounding. I stood up slowly, regaining my balance and looking around. Twist walked in the room with some water and handing me a glass. I thanked him and we sat back down together.

“Dude, what happened?” I asked as I rubbed my temples.

“I don’t know, why don’t you ask the gang that you signed your life over to?”

I stared at him like he was crazy. I just laughed, because that never happened. I don’t recall anyone ever being here besides me and Twist.

“I’m serious,” he continued, “you signed a paper with them. I have no idea what it was about, but you might want to find out before you get yourself killed.”

“Come on man, it couldn’t have been that bad.”

“I’m gonna go. Some friendly advice from me is to call them and tell them that it was a mistake or something. I’m telling you like I said before, you’ll get yourself killed.”

He walked out of my house without turning back. I started taking his words more seriously. What happened? I immediately called them number and talked to the people. They said that it’d be more confidential to talk in person, and when they came back over, I found out what really happened while I was messed up.

“I wasn't sober; you can’t hold that against me.” I begged.

“Justin, I’m telling you now and only once, this is serious business. You owe us now, and you can’t do anything about it. You’ve been warned. We may come at the most random times, but when we do, we’ll get what we want. We wont forget about you. And what we want may never just be money, keep that in mind.”

Just as he finished his sentence, (YN) got home. I could hear her voice echoing throughout the empty house. She walked into the living room and saw me. She just stared and looked from me, to them. I wasn’t sure how to approach this now that she was back, but I knew that she’d have questions.

“I’ll find a way.”

They glared at me before turning and leaving. I moved my attention back to (YN) who was now standing just inches away from me. I didn’t comprehend anything she said until we finally sat down. I finally got my thoughts together as she asked the only question I was avoiding.

“Justin, what did you do?”

I arrived at the building and headed upstairs using the elevator. When I got to his office, I had to squeeze past the bulky guards in front of the door. God, they were so annoying about how they handled everything. Look, I wasn’t going to kill the guy, calm the fuck down. I’m just trying to get him to take my life instead, seriously.

“You’re back.” He said.

He looked up at me and smirked.

“Look, I know that I have to repay you somehow and I can’t have my family hurt, so can you just take my life instead?” I begged.

“Woah there Mr. Bieber. You won’t have to be giving me anything anymore; I’ve got everything that I want already.”

I looked at him like he was crazy. Was he dropping the deal? I felt joy inside, but I didn’t show it on the outside. I knew that if I did, it’d make me look weak.

“Let her explain.” He said.

He handed me a phone and I slowly moved it up to my ear after taking it in my hand. I listened to it ring, and after sometime, my mom answered. Wait, my mom?

“Mom?” I asked.

“Justin? Justin! Finally we’re hearing from you, where are you? And has (YN) found you yet?” she said frantically.

I could feel tears in my eyes but I blinked them away. (YN) never went with to Canada. As I pieced it all together in my head, I had to be held back once more from hitting this guy. He had (YN). But how? She should’ve gotten away with my mom perfectly fine. I dropped the phone after hearing my moms words and immediately started yelling.

“How did you find her!? Where the fuck are you keeping her?” I yelled.

“Find her? Oh Justin, I didn’t need to find her. She came to me.”

My heart sank and I stared at this guy with anger. Why would she come to him? I warned her plenty of times before about how dangerous this guy is! She should’ve never come here; she should’ve never had to put up with any of this in the first place. It was my entire fault.

“Please, just let her go.” I begged.

“She doesn’t want to be let go, Justin. She offered her life, instead of your kids, and I’m afraid that a deals a deal, and that’s it.”

“H-How long does she have?” I stuttered.

“I’ve given her a week, no more than that unless necessary. Take him to her.”

I closed my eyes to get rid of the tears. The guards let go of my arms and escorted me out of the room. Just before they closed the door, the man began to speak again.

“Oh, and Justin, you can take her home for now.”

At least this guy had some kindness left in his soul. I had to be blindfolded, so that I didn’t know exactly where they were taking me, but after some time, I knew we were there. They took the blindfold off and I saw (YN) standing by a window, staring out into the bland field. We were at a house now, somewhere out in the country obviously.

“(YN)?” my voice cracked.

She turned around slowly. Our eyes met and right away, I could see the tears in her beautiful eyes. She ran into my arms and I held her tightly against my chest. I could feel her tears soak up in my shirt, and I just wiped mine away.

“Justin, I’m so sorry. I had to do something.” She pleaded.

“Baby, you didn’t. I never wanted anything to happen to you, I’m so sorry.”

She sniffled and pulled away. I weakly smiled at her and she did the same back. This was the hardest thing in my life, seeing her so broken down like this. And it was even harder knowing that it was all because of me.

 

(Your POV)

 

The guards drove us home and I laid in Justin’s arms as we laid together in our bed. I never wanted to get up, or leave, but I knew that in just 7 short days, I’d never do this again. I swallowed hard and looked up at Justin. He was sound asleep; the crying from us both must’ve tired him out. I smiled, just seeing him at such a peaceful state. He was so handsome. I was just glad that I got the opportunity for such an amazing short life.

I slipped out of Justin’s arms quietly and headed downstairs. The twins were heading home tonight, so it’d just be us four for the next week. I decided to make a nice, late, 11:00pm dinner. I knew that the twins would go straight to sleep, but I figured that Justin would stay awake after they got home.

When I finished cooking, I just let everything cool down while I answered the door. As soon as I opened the door, the twins ran and hugged my legs. I smiled and laughed as they chanted ‘Mommy!’.

“Guess what?” I said kneeling down, “Mommy has a surprise for you two, come on.”

I bent down and grabbed both of their hands, leaving their bags down stairs by the door. We walked upstairs slowly and I told them both to be quiet as we entered mine and Justin’s room. I picked both of them up and let them stand on the foot of the bed.

“Ready?” I whispered getting nods in return.

“Daddy!” They both yelled simultaneously as they jumped on Justin.

I laughed and Justin slowly opened his eyes. He smiled widely and grabbed the both of them, tackling them with hugs and kisses. I thought that it was adorable how they acted when they saw him.

“I missed you guys!” Justin said.

He kissed both of their cheeks before getting out of bed and standing next to me. We put the kids to bed together, even though we barely got them to sleep. They were so antsy and jumpy!

“I have a surprise for you.” I said to Justin as I took his hand in mine.

“What is it?”

“You’ll see.”

I took him downstairs and made him close his eyes while I lead him to his seat. I helped him sit down, still with his eyes closed, and the look on his face was priceless. I found my spot across the table and sat down before laughing at Justin.

“Well, we are at the dinner table.” Justin implied.

“Just open your eyes silly.”

He opened his eyes and looked across the table to me before looking at the food that I had set out. For some odd reason, Justin was obsessed with my freaking spaghetti. It was so simple to make, yet he loved it. So that’s what I made, and he was obviously happy.

“You made my favorite!” he quietly yelled.

“I knew you’d like it.”

We ate while just talking about the simple things. I couldn’t exactly tell him about the twins’ birthday party, seeing they weren’t even there and neither was I. We just talked about memories and brought up random stories from our past.

When we finished eating, we washed the dishes together and then went upstairs to our bed. I laid in Justin’s arms yet again, thinking. It was hard to just lay there and act like everything was okay, when we both knew that it wasn’t. Justin could sense my stress, and I knew that because he spoke up about it.

“Baby, just try not to think about it. I know it sounds impossible, but just think, the twins turned three today, our babies are getting so old.”

I smiled, but my smile faded into tears. Our babies turned three, and I’d never live to see another one of their birthdays. It broke my heart, and I had no clue what we could possibly tell them after I was gone. They’d cry and whine for weeks, heck, maybe even months.

“Why are you crying?” Justin asked worriedly.

“I-I’ll never get to see another one of their b-birthdays.” I stuttered.

Justin took a deep shaky breath and held me closer to his chest. I tried my best to hold in my tears, but knowing that this was my last week, was too much to handle.

The Second Time Around: 8.

I decided to cut this story short because I need a break from this blog. It will end in a few chapters, sadly, but I'll be back in about a week with a brand new story! I hope you guys don't mind, but I'm just so busy and I don't have any time at the end of July and in the beginning of August to post. If anyone wants to join his blog and write their own stories, feel free to email me. I'll accept every single person, I just need part of one of your stories and your in!(: love you all very much!

Chapter 8:

May 8th, 2017

12:00pm

 

I sat on the couch while Pattie willingly set up for the twins’ party. I begged her to let me help, but she said no. She wanted me to relax, because we both knew that I was stressed a lot right now. I told her, and I quote, ‘you’re stressed too, I mean he is your son.’ And she said ‘it doesn’t matter, you have kids with him, it’s harder for you.’ Ugh, sometimes she was so stubborn.

I was really stressed, that was for sure, because I still hadn’t heard from Justin. How was I supposed to be okay with this? I mean it was already their birthday and Justin still wasn’t here. The police were searching for him, finally, but that didn’t help much with my worrying. The only thing that made me smile was looking at the twins and seeing a resemblance to Justin. They were so cute, just like their dad. It made me really sad actually, it sucked.

Pattie even went upstairs to dress the twins while I ‘relaxed’. I didn’t want to relax, I wanted to do something! That’s when I heard the doorbell ring. It’s like my thought summoned things for me… I stood up and answered the door before Pattie could; it was like a little race.

“Hey Fredo, hi Marisa. Hi cutie, how are you?” I said right away.

“Hey (YN). How are you doing? Is everything okay?” Fredo asked as he hugged me right away.

“Not at my best.”

My smile faded away and Fredo hugged me once more, squeezing me tighter. We had gotten so close over the years; I just told everyone that he was my brother. He literally was to me; he was my older brother.

“You guys can all help yourselves, everything is set up and you’re the only ones here!” I said with a smile.

“Can I talk to you?” Fredo asked me.

I nodded and his wife and little boy went inside. Pattie came downstairs with the twins and I greeted them along with Fredo before we went into a different room to talk. I heard the doorbell ring about a thousand times, hoping and praying it was Justin, but knowing that it wasn’t.

“(YN), I… I’m sorry about this all. If I knew how to help, I would.” Fredo said.

“I’m fine, really.”

He looked me in the eyes as we stood behind the bedroom door. We both knew that I wasn’t fine, and we both knew that I needed someone, someone as in Justin. Fredo grabbed me and put his arms around me. I just started crying in his arms, burying my face in his shirt. I couldn’t hold back all of these tears anymore, it was just becoming too hard.

“Everything will be okay. Justin’s fine, and I guarantee there hasn’t been a minute that’s passed while he’s been gone that he hasn’t thought about you.” Fredo comforted me.

We stood there for about 10 minutes before we were interrupted by a knock on the door. I just wanted to cry some more, but we had to get back to our party. When we came back out, there were so many people. Everyone and their kids came, it was surprising to me. There were so many little kids running around and in the bouncy house outside. It still didn’t make me feel any better to see my little girls having such a great time.

“I- I just can’t do this right now.” I said.

I turned on my heel and began heading upstairs. Pattie and Fredo yelled after me, but I just picked up my pace. I locked me and Justin’s door behind me and sat on the bed. I grabbed the picture of us from the bedside table and stared at it. Tears dripped from my cheeks onto the glass frame and I just wanted to cry even more.

I set the frame back down and stared at the ring around my finger. Maybe he left because he didn’t want to be with me anymore, and he thought that that would be the easiest way. Maybe he didn’t want to be committed anymore, at least not with me… I stopped my thoughts as I heard my phone ring. I really wasn’t up for talking, but I had to answer it just in case someone got lost on their way to our house. It was an unknown number, but I still answered it.

“Hello?” I said in my calmest voice.

“Baby, this is Justin. I need you to do me a favor and get the earliest flight back to Canada. Don’t stay here in the US, just hide away at my grandparents. Make sure no one knows that your there, just do as I say, okay? It’s them, again.”

My heart started beating quickly as I heard his voice. I stood up with the phone pressed to my ear, listening to every word he said. I couldn’t believe that it was him, but why was he panicking? What had they done this time to separate us? I had to find out; I couldn’t just leave the country without him.

“(YN)? Are you there?”

“Yes, yeah, Justin-“

I could barely get anymore words out of my mouth. I didn’t know what to do, what to say, or how to approach this situation. But if what he said, is what we needed to do, then I wasn’t about to waste time crying to him.

“Yes?” he said quietly.

“I just- I love you.” My voice trailed off.

“I love you too baby. I’ll see you soon, I promise.”

The line went blank and I placed my phone on the desk. I could barely think because my thoughts were so jumbled. I have to get to Canada, that was my only thought at the moment. I ran downstairs as I stuffed my phone in my bra and grabbed Pattie’s arm as soon as I found her. She looked at me like I was crazy, but I just needed to get her out of here, along with the twins.

“Pattie, go to Canada, right now and take the twins with you.” I said as I pulled her arm.

“What are you talking about? Are you crazy?”

“You have to leave now! You’re staying with your parents.”

I yanked her arm and found Fredo right away. Of course, I didn’t have any time to explain, so I just made up a random quick story to tell the both of them.

“Can you just tell everyone that it was an emergency? You know how to lock the house up and everything right?”

“Y-Yeah, just call me later or something.”

I grabbed the twins and let Pattie carry one of them. We didn’t even grab any clothes for them; we just kinda all got in the car and headed to the airport. The twins were anxious and wouldn’t stop asking questions.

“Where we going?” Lyric asked.

“You are going to visit great grandma and grandpa for a little bit.”

They wouldn’t stop whining about their party as we went to the airport. We weren’t recognized as we sneaked in and got to me and Justin’s private jet. We informed the airport and everything, so that they knew all about it. When I let Pattie take them, they cried and begged for me, not wanted to let go of my arms. I tried my best to hold everything together; hold myself together.

“Babies, mommy will see you soon, and I’ll have daddy too.”

That cheered them up somewhat, not really, but I had to let them go. And they had to let me go. I ran straight back to the car and headed to the only place I knew where to go. If Justin was anywhere, he was probably there. Yes, I wasn’t listening to him about going to Canada, but I needed to find him first. I couldn’t believe that these horrible people came back into our lives after 4 years. We had everything sorted out, and if Justin hadn’t done this that one time, we wouldn’t be in this situation.

“Justin! I’m home.” I yelled cheerily as I walked through the door.

It had been such a long day at the studio, I just wanted to cuddle up next to Justin and fall asleep in his arms. I walked across the house and found him standing in the living room with a few men. I had no idea who they were, but they weren’t good news. Justin looked worried as he shot his eyes over to me.

“I’ll find a way.” He said quietly to the main man.

They glared at him and turned to walk out of our house. I stared at them as they left and they just looked me up and down and left. I stared at the door, making sure that they did leave before I said anything to Justin. I turned back to him and parted my lips slightly.

“What the hell was that?” I asked as I walked right up to him.

I was just inches away from him, our chests practically touching. We just got back together and all of a sudden I come home to these random scary bulky men standing in my living room. I could tell that Justin was trying to avoid the topic as we sat down, but I kept going back to it.

“Look, I don’t want anything to happen to you baby. I love you so much, and those men, they want something from me…”

His voice trailed off and he looked away from me. For once in my life, I had seen Justin actually scared. I’d never seen him look like this before; he looked extremely scared of something.

“Justin, what did you do?”

I arrived at the secluded building and used my ID to get in past the guards in the front. I was escorted upstairs to the very top floor, where I knew that evil man was. When I entered his office, it was like a presence of evil surrounding me. I could feel it as the hairs on the back of my neck rose.

“I’ve been expecting you.” He said quietly.

No, it was not like one of those movies where the evil guy turns around in his chair and smirks at you crazily. It was more like he was already turned to me and he was writing on some papers. I mean he was head of this little- well huge- gang; he did have things to do too.

“Where the hell is Justin?” I yelled.

The guards grabbed my arms and held me back from jumping on him. God, I just wanted to tackle him and strangle him to death. This guy was on my nerves, and had been for the past 4 years.

“Justin, Justin, Justin… The more important question should be what will happen to you because of Justin?”

I glared at him. Great, now I had gotten myself in trouble because I didn’t listen to Justin. Yep, if this guy didn’t kill me, Justin was going to, that was for sure. Gosh, he’d be so pissed if he knew that I was here right now. I wondered where he was actually.

“Listen, it’s been 4 years, and everything Justin did was a mistake. He was dumb and young when he made that horrible deal, what do you want with him now?” I pleaded.

“Darling (YN)… Do you know how much you are worth? We can’t have this kind of stuff; you know how this business works. Do you really think that I would let Justin off so easy? He owes me his life, and you and I both know that. That’s life sweetheart, and with Justin Bieber taking from me and not repaying, the punishment won’t be so lenient.”

I stared at him with anger and pain in my eyes. I hadn’t seen Justin in days, and I had no idea where he was, but all I knew was that he was going to be in trouble with more than just this guy when I got home. He obviously wasn’t here, but I couldn’t leave and go find him either way. This guy had threatened and tore apart my family one to many times, and I had to somehow get him away from my family.

“Look, I’ll give you whatever you want. Money? Is that what you want? I have plenty, take it. Just leave my family alone.” I begged.

“You really want to know what I want? I actually have something in mind, now that you’re here. I want more than money. Someone has to pay, and if Justin can’t, than it has to be you or your kids. That way, Justin will understand that this business is serious.”

I thought about it. If it had to be me or my kids, than I’d have to give up my life. Justin wouldn’t have to deal with any more of this, and my kids would be safe behind closed doors. Yes, I’d be giving up everything because of one mistake Justin made, but it was the only way.

The Second Time Around: 7.

Hi guyssss. Sorry for not posting in awhile but here you are now! Comment for more please.

Remember that paragraphs in italics mean that it was just a flashback.

Chapter 7:

May 7th, 2017

7:00am

 

“(YN)… (YN) wake up.”

I slowly squinted my eyes open to see Pattie standing in front of me. I looked down and melody wasn’t in my lap anymore. I immediately got worried and shot up, sitting straight up and looking left and right.

“Don’t worry, Mel is sleeping upstairs. I put her there earlier, are you okay?”

“Yeah, I guess.”

“Come inside, I made coffee.”

I followed Pattie inside and to the kitchen. I had the biggest headache of my life as I sat in the stool and drank my coffee. I rubbed my temples gently and tried to ease some of the pain as I took a few advil.

“Hey Pattie, will you do me a favor?” I asked.

“Anything.”

“Can you watch the twins while I go out?”

“Sure honey.”

I thanked her before quietly sneaking upstairs and putting on some clothes. I needed to get out of the house, for one, and for two, I needed to get help finding Justin. I headed out to the garage and grabbed some keys before getting into the car and heading to the police station. My heart was racing as I drove. Maybe he got arrested? Doubt it, because he’d bail himself out, but still. If he got arrested, I’d be kind of relieved; I mean at least he’s not missing! Even thought that sounds absolutely crazy of me to say that…

I walked into the police station and right up to the front desk. I waited for the lady to get off of the phone before talking to her. She looked like a nice officer too.

“Can I help you miss?” she sweetly asked.

“Yes, I need to report my fiancé Justin Bieber missing.”

I could barely speak without my voice cracking. Saying his name physically and mentally hurt me. She wrote something down on a little notepad and looked back up at me.

“How long has he been gone?”

“About 8 hours.” I said.

Wow, it’d only been 8 hours… It felt like it had been at least a week. This was way hard for me, just standing there and talking to her about Justin missing.

“Sorry miss, we can’t send out a missing person’s report until they’ve been missing for at least 24 hours.” She replied.

“What do you mean? I need to find him.” I said loudly, just below a yell.

“I’m sorry, but we can’t help you. If you come back tomorrow-“

“Tomorrow!? Tomorrow!? You’re fucking kidding right? I have two kids at home crying for their dad and your telling me to come back tomorrow?”

“Ma’am, please lower your voice, or you’ll be physically escorted out of-“

“No! You know what? Fuck you all, if you can’t help me I’ll find him myself!” I yelled.

I turned on my heel and walked out of the police station. I could feel my eyes watering. Yes, it’d only been 8 hours, but I missed my baby. I wanted him to be home, now…

I decided to go for a quick walk and maybe calm down before I drove. I didn’t want to do anything stupid, especially if Justin were to come back tonight. I tried covering my face to avoid fans or anything like that, but it didn’t work. I didn’t know how I was supposed to smile and talk to them, but I tried my best.

“Are you (YN)?” a girl asked me.

“Yes I am honey, would you like a picture?”

She nodded excitedly and I tried my best to smile and act happy. I signed a few autographs and took a few pictures with a group of girls around 17 years old. When I began walking back to my car, I got surrounded by paparazzis. I covered my face with my purse as best I could and tried avoiding their questions, and then I had to stand up for myself and say something, because I couldn’t stand it anymore.

“(YN)! (YN) over here! Why were you crying!?” some girl yelled.

“Stay out of my fucking business.” I yelled back as I got into my car.

I backed out slowly, making sure not to hit anyone, and drove away quickly. Ugh, this would be all over the news, but whatever. I just wanted to get home now. I drove as fast as I could with the speed limit and eventually got home. I walked inside to hear the twins both crying and having fits. Pattie was trying to calm them down, but she looked stressed out. Wow, I had been gone 2 hours; it was already 9:30am.

“Mel! Lyric! What is the matter?” I yelled over their screams.

They both came running to me and hugged my legs. Pattie stood up and followed behind them and stood in front of me with her arms folded across her chest.

“Finally you’re home. They haven’t stopped crying since you left, they want Justin.” She said.

I looked down at both of their faces. They had puffy eyes with streaks from their tears all the way down their face. They hadn’t gone a day without talking to Justin, literally. This must’ve killed them; I could only imagine what their thoughts were.

“Listen,” I said kneeling down, “How about we give Grandma a break and be quiet for her for awhile. Grandmas head hurts and we don't want that, now do we? Plus, guess what tomorrow is?” I smiled, trying to get them to do the same.

They didn’t reply, so I just finished my own sentence, “You’re guys’ birthday!”

“With daddy?” Lyric asked immediately.

Again, with the daddy questions, this sucked. At least they were quiet for .2 seconds. I didn’t say anything; I just stood up and looked over to Pattie. They began crying again as soon as I started talking to Pattie. Why can’t you just be here Justin?

“What are we going to do for their birthday?” Pattie asked.

“I guess we could have Fredo come over with his little boy and a few others of our friends. I mean Fredo’s the only one who has a kid, we don’t know very many people, but I’m sure we can manage.” I explained.

Yes, Fredo had a kid. He and his wife, yes wife, had a kid around the time we had ours. Of course they weren’t married then, but he got married that summer. So they’ve been married almost 2 years already. They had the cutest little boy, and he got along well with the twins. Besides that, we would have maybe Twist’s nieces and nephews and Za’s too. I just hoped that Justin would show up.

 

(Justin’s POV)

 

“(YN) is worth a lot to you, right?”

“She means the world to me. Look, I’ll pay you back, in any way. I’d made that deal when I was young and dumb; please just don’t do this to me now.”

“I need you to do me a favor. I’ll give you a choice. One, pay me, which you can’t afford. Or two, (YN)...”

I looked at him like he was crazy. Either way, I couldn’t win. I was so dumb when I even considered signing a contract with this man. Plus, I was disoriented, I wasn’t even sober. I couldn’t let him do anything to (YN), yet I couldn’t pay him back any other way.

My breathe hitched in my throat as I stared at this man. I couldn’t even speak; I couldn’t answer his questions. I had just left (YN) at the concert, and I couldn’t go back without leaving her again. I remembered telling her about this disgusting man that I made a deal with, I really regretted it. It was over 4 years ago, and now I was paying for it, and she was too.

“I won’t let you hurt (YN). Why are you doing this to me? Anything but my family, please.”

I leaned forward in my chair. He did have a lot of power, so I guarantee that he could have me killed, but still. He got a smirk on his face and leaned back in his chair.

“Then your life won’t be as happy as you perceive it to be. If you even gave me anything besides those two things, you won’t have a family anymore. Listen, it’s either her or your whole family since you can’t afford any other choices. Those two precious twins of yours and your bride to be; now they may not be happy with your decisions when they’re dead and gone.”

I stood up quickly and lunged towards him, only to be yanked back by two guards. I kept trying to rip this guy apart. I just wanted to grab his neck and shake him. He threatened my family, and there was no way that he was getting away with that. But at the same time, there was nothing that I could do about it.

“Don’t you dare fucking touch them!” I yelled back.

“Then I suggest you choose wisely.”

I drove along the highway with tears in my eyes. I couldn’t understand why I was put in such a position like this, why would they do something like this to me? And he only gave me a week to decide. I didn’t think that they could control me so well, after everything had been going so great. I had two gorgeous daughters and an amazingly stunning fiancée, and right when I was happy, they ripped it apart. I had to find a way back, somehow, without hurting my family.

They’d done this to me and (YN) before; tried to destroy our relationship, but we overcame it. But how was I supposed to explain this to her, if I ever got to see her again? She probably was worried sick by now, pacing the floors of our room and waiting for me to come home. I needed to get in contact with her, without being seen. For one, he had people watching me 24/7, and for two, there were too many paparazzis. They’d rat me out by plastering my face all over the news.

I stopped at a hotel about 45 minutes away from my house and checked in a room. I asked the front desk to please keep my staying there confidential for now, and they agreed. It was hard; staying in a hotel when I could be at home cuddling up next to (YN) right now. I had to find a way to get to her, to see her again. I couldn’t sleep; I started tossing and turning in the bed. I just wanted to hold her in my arms at least one last time, but never let go…

Seeing that I couldn’t sleep, I got out of bed and paced the floors. I had nowhere to go anymore; no one to turn to. How was I supposed to give up everything we had, just like that? I couldn’t just have my family destroyed because of my actions.

Even worse, my twins’ birthday was in two days. I couldn’t miss that for the world, I wouldn’t. I had to somehow be there; somehow I had to get back. If I dared to go to (YN) though, they’d have both of us killed.

Major Update.

Okay, so ignore my last post. I'm trying to delete it, but this stupid app won't let me! But anyways, I said ignore it because I decided not to delete this blog. It took a lot of convincing from multiple people about it, but I really realized how lucky I am to even have such a blog like this, and I don't wanna get rid of it just like that. So the blog will not be deleted, and the next chapter of TSTA will be posted tomorrow night. So in about 24 hours, seein we are all in different time zones. But anyways, I will continue to post and I hope that someone else will post to, because I need help on keeping everyone entertained!

Thanks for understanding and staying with me in this roller coaster! Love you all very much!

-Ana.